APKDock Logo
Chapters
share
To Love is To Let Go Novel Cover

To Love is To Let Go

For Bella Ramsey, the experience of love has proven to be a double-edged sword, serving as both a source of healing and a cause of deep suffering. Her history with Seth Rogan is defined by this painful duality. Looking back on their relationship, Bella is consumed by regret and a firm resolve. She makes a solemn vow that if she were ever granted the opportunity to start over, she would choose a different path and never fall for Seth again.
Chapters
share

Chapter 2

The counselor lit up instantly. "That's wonderful, Bella. I'm proud of you. This country needs more young people like you, who are willing to give of themselves. But the program is tough. Remote locations, difficult conditions. Will your uncle even agree to let you go? He's always been so protective of you."

Bella tightened her grip on the phone. Her voice came out steady, no room for doubt. "I don't need his permission. I can decide for myself."

The moment she ended the call, the strength drained from her. Her legs felt weak. She wanted to lean against the wall and catch her breath.

But when she stepped back, she collided with a firm chest.

Startled, Bella's body tensed. Seth frowned.

"Who were you on the phone with? What were you talking about joining?"

Bella hesitated, then replied calmly, "Oh. A teacher asked if I wanted to join a school club."

Seth didn't press her. Instead, his tone shifted, firm and impersonal. "The surgery is scheduled for next week. In the meantime, I'm bringing Faye home."

There was a beat of silence. Then his voice turned cold. "And I don't want to see any strange letters in my study that might give Faye the wrong impression."

Bella turned her head to the side. Her fingers dug into her palm as she answered bitterly, "Okay."

Ever since she had kissed him that one time, Bella had taken to writing Seth a long love letter every week, trying desperately to express what she couldn't say aloud.

But every single letter ended up in the trash.

Still, she kept writing. She hadn't realized that what to her were heartfelt confessions were to him strange, unwanted, and inappropriate.

Seth said nothing more. He gave the driver a few instructions, then turned and walked into Faye's hospital room.

An hour later, Bella saw Seth's car pull up at the hospital entrance. He helped Faye into the car.

She hurried downstairs, rushing to the roadside, just in time to reach for the door.

The car pulled away before her fingers could touch the handle, trailing exhaust in its wake.

Frozen on the spot, she stared blankly after the receding vehicle. Then her phone buzzed with a message.

[Faye has a cleanliness obsession. She doesn't like unfamiliar smells. Take a taxi home.]

Her eyes dimmed. Slowly, she lowered her phone, flagged down a passing cab, and got in.

She didn't say a word. Just stared out the window in silence.

The driver glanced at her through the rearview mirror, concern in his voice. "Miss, your face doesn't look so good. Want me to stop by a pharmacy?"

She shook her head. Her eyes grew even darker.

Not one word of concern from her so-called family. The only person who'd shown her any kindness today was a stranger.

How ironic. How pathetic.

Eventually, the cab stopped in front of Seth's villa. Bella got out and pushed open the door.

Inside, there was no sign of Seth. Only Faye, idly toying with a necklace.

Bella looked closer. Her heart clenched.

It wasn't just a necklace. It was the pendant she had locked away in the safe—her parents' only keepsake, the one she treasured so much she hadn't dared to touch it for years.

And now it was in Faye's hands.

Her expression turned cold. She stepped forward and held out her hand. "Give it back. Faye, you entered my room without permission. Is that what you call proper upbringing?"

Faye's expression soured. But before she could respond, Seth's voice came from upstairs. "I told Faye she could go in. She'll be the lady of this house sooner or later. She's free to enter any room she likes. In fact, even if she wanted to live in your room, you shouldn't have a problem with it."

He descended the stairs and stopped in front of Bella, his face expressionless, his gaze sharp.

Her face went pale.

Faye, emboldened by his presence, scoffed. "It's just a cheap old pendant. You want it back? Fine."

She held it out, then let it slip from her fingers.

It hit the floor.

Crack.

"No!"

The sound of it breaking cut through the air like a blade.

So did Bella's heart.

That pendant—her only link to her parents, her only keepsake, her only memory of them—was now shattered on the floor.

Her eyes turned red.

She shoved Faye aside and dropped to her knees, no longer caring about appearances.

Her hands moved desperately, trying to piece it back together, but the cracks ran deep, and nothing she did could make it whole again.

Faye stood awkwardly to the side, taken aback by the intensity of Bella's reaction. She hadn't expected this.

Seth's brows knitted slightly. After all these years living together, this was the first time he'd ever seen Bella lose control.

But seeing Faye so shaken, he still frowned and tried to soothe her.

"That's enough. Faye didn't do it on purpose. I'll pay you back for the pendant."

You may also like

After My Alpha Rejected Our Daughter for His Mistress Novel Cover
8.8
Seven years after Alpha Sebastian cast out their daughter for his mistress, she slips back into Ironveil Pack as a wolfless stray, her true nature buried beneath wolfsbane balm. Armed with a sealed envelope meant only for the Alpha's healer, she carries a secret that threatens the pack's future—and Sebastian's throne. Every step closer to the healer tightens the noose around the Alpha's rule, but the truth she guards could reduce his reign to ash.
After My Mate Betrayed Me, I Became Lycan Royalty Novel Cover
9.5
At a tense parley, Sullivan Graves sacrifices his mate Claire to the Bloodmoon pack to shield Lexi Peterson. Shoved into enemy hands, Claire's world crumbles—until a dormant Lycan bloodline stirs within her. Now her survival depends on embracing the terrifying power her old pack feared, forging a path from broken pawn to ruthless royalty.
Fated To Two Alphas Under One Roof Novel Cover
8.5
Lila's heart breaks the moment she finds Jax, her fated mate, wrapped in another woman's embrace. But fate isn't finished toying with her—it binds her to Kael, the step-brother she's forbidden to want. Living under the same roof, their shared secrets and stolen glances ignite an unbearable, obsessive hunger. Jax desperately tries to reclaim her, yet Lila stands torn between a disloyal past and a future built on forbidden desire. One choice could consume them all.
I Saved a Billionaire, He Kept Me as His Dirty Secret Novel Cover
8.2
When she drains her college fund to rescue Ezrah Hunt, tragedy costs her everything—her parents, her future. He lures her to New York with vows of marriage, only to crush her beneath his real bride's gown, humiliating her into submission before declaring another woman his wife. Her reward: a shameful role as his hidden secret. On their wedding day, she shatters the ceremony, seizes her passport, and disappears. Now the billionaire grovels, but a different kind of love—one that asks nothing but her heart—knocks at her door.
My Husband’s Mistress Stole Millions for Her Lover Novel Cover
8.6
On her third wedding anniversary, Mrs. Nichols sits alone at a high-end restaurant, wearing a dress she saved months to afford. Her billionaire husband, Sterling, is nearly two hours late, leaving her to endure the pitying stares of the staff. When her phone finally vibrates in the silence, it is not an apology from her spouse. Instead, a shocking notification arrives, exposing a web of betrayal that turns this billionaire romance novel into a dark mystery of stolen millions.
Wife Exposes Husband's Cheating Livestream Novel Cover
8.6
A routine livestream transforms into a public nightmare when a wife uncovers her husband's infidelity in front of a massive digital audience. As his hidden life is exposed to thousands of viewers, a shocking scandal erupts. Now, she is forced to confront the painful reality of her crumbling marriage and the secrets behind his betrayal. This modern story explores the emotional wreckage of a relationship destroyed by deception in the social media era.