Win My Favorite Him

I suddenly felt a wave of disgust in my heart and pushed him away.

“Felix, I’ve explained to you before. That guy is just my junior. I don’t even know his name.”

Earlier, a junior inexplicably confessed to me.

And Felix happened to see this scene.

Although I rejected the junior, Felix was still very angry.

Half a month ago, when I went to my roommate’s birthday party, that junior was there too.

He quietly stood behind me when taking photos.

And this became evidence of my infidelity.

I really couldn’t explain.

Felix didn’t even give me a chance to explain. He directly locked me in the room.

“Jocelyn, you’re lying. Are you afraid of me? Don’t you love me anymore? Why do you always want to leave me? Isn’t it good to be with me?”

His voice was so gloomy and his eyes were bloodshot, as if he wanted to eat me.

I instinctively wanted to escape, but he pressed me down on the sofa.

He buried his head in my arms, like a gentle big dog, and warm tears wet my clothes.

But I knew it has sharp fangs.

5

At night, he pulled out the mat and slept by my bed as usual.

For the past half month, he had been sleeping on the floor like this.

It was cold and hard, but he didn’t mind at all.

Once I got up at night and accidentally stepped on his chest.

He groaned and didn’t move for a long time.

I knelt beside him in fear, not knowing what to do for a moment.

He took a deep breath and held me in his arms, gently saying, “Jocelyn, give me a kiss, and the pain will go away.”

At this moment, the dim light shone on his face, softening his usually cold expression.

He looked really handsome, and he was in good shape.

He had been working out consistently during the few months, and anyone would be irresistibly attracted to him.

We looked at each other in silence for a long time.

“The floor is too cold. Why don’t you come to bed?”

He immediately had a bright smile on his face, and there seemed to be countless stars hidden in his eyes.

Then he quickly flipped over and held me in his arms, gently biting my ear.

“Jocelyn, is it okay?”

His voice was soft, like a feather falling on my heart.

I trembled in fear.

He clearly sensed my fear, and silently hugged me for a while. He kissed me on my cheek and then turned over and lay on the floor again.

“Forget it. I’m afraid I can’t control myself.”

I blushed and turned my head, afraid to look at him.

If it were before, I would naturally be willing.

But now, I was not sure whether we would be together in the future.

After a while, he reached out and turned off the bedside lamp.

The bedroom immediately plunged into darkness, with only a patch of moonlight in front of the window.

In the dark, his eyes were bright.

“Jocelyn, I love you, very much.”

6

That night was so long.

I stared at the moonlight outside the window.

I couldn’t figure out why Felix I liked when I was young suddenly became like this.

No, it didn’t seem sudden.

Everything was traceable, but I just chose to ignore it.

He had always been wary of me contacting men, except for my dad. And almost everyone else was his imaginary enemy.

My contact list and chat records must be available for him to check at any time.

I had to report in advance every time I went out.

My roommates once all jokingly laughed at me.

Although I felt uncomfortable, I still felt sweet in my heart.

At that time, he was just suspicious and did not take any extreme actions.

But now, he completely cut off all my social interactions and control me within this small space.

He still kept saying he loved me.

But this kind of love was not like the feelings between lovers, but more like raising a pet.

In a daze, I feel that Felix was in bed again.

He sniffed my neck and hugged me tightly.

My nose was filled with his refreshing breath, which cannot be blown away.

His breath was so light, blowing on my neck, warm and itchy.

He fell asleep without any distractions and soon slept soundly.

But I couldn’t sleep at all.