TREAT ME RIGHT

James's phone buzzed on the nightstand, and his chest tightened even before he looked.

ROSE: James... you should be sorry.

His fingers froze over the screen, hovering as if the device itself were a trap. Every instinct screamed at him-reply, explain, beg for understanding-but another, quieter voice-the one that had begun to grow lately-urged restraint. Hesitation, once foreign, now pulsed through him like a heartbeat he couldn't ignore.

There was a time when James would have responded instantly. A time when Rose's name lighting up his screen made his chest leap with hope instead of clenching with dread. Back then, he would have typed apology after apology, even when he didn't know what he was apologizing for. Loving her had trained him to shoulder blame for the sake of peace, even at the cost of his own heart.

But things were different now.

The silence between him and the phone felt heavy, almost alive, like a boundary he dared not cross. His thumb trembled over the keyboard before he finally exhaled, locked the screen, and let the phone fall onto the bed beside him.

Yesterday at the mall played like a vivid film behind his eyelids. Ben had dragged him along, insisting he needed a break from Rose's shadow. James hadn't expected to meet anyone. But then, out of the chaos, she had appeared-Benita.

Her laugh had cut through the noise like music, effortless and warm. Her eyes had sparkled as she smiled at him, a light so unexpected it made his chest ache and pulse with a sensation he had thought long buried.

The mall itself seemed alive in memory, every detail etched sharply in his mind. Crowds surged around them, the murmur of footsteps and chatter blending with the distant beat of music from unseen speakers. James remembered feeling out of place, tense in his own skin, weighed down by invisible chains. Ben had babbled endlessly about sneakers, discounts, trivialities, and James had barely heard him. And then Benita-laughing, apologizing, her words spilling freely-had almost collided with him at the ice-cream stand.

Something inside him had shifted in that instant.

He remembered the way it had felt easy to talk to her, like sliding into sunlight after months underground. Their conversation had flowed naturally, without effort, without pretense. And yet... Rose's image flashed repeatedly in his mind, sharp and uninvited. The betrayal still stung. Collins. One of their friends. One of the people James had trusted without question. One of the people who had taken pieces of him he didn't know he could lose.

He hated how much he still loved her.

Love didn't vanish just because it was betrayed. It lingered, stubborn and aching, weaving through the quiet moments, refusing to leave even when the reality had changed irreversibly. Rose hadn't simply been a girlfriend. She had been a sanctuary, a safe place, a future James had imagined for himself. Letting go felt like erasing a fragment of his own soul.

Ben noticed the tension tightening James's shoulders and the shadow darkening his expression. "Bro, you okay?"

James shook his head. "It's Rose... she's texting again. She says I should be sorry."

Saying it aloud made the absurdity sting. Sorry? For what? For feeling hurt? For finally stepping back? For not pretending everything was fine when it wasn't?

Ben shook his head sharply, eyes firm. "Sorry? For what, man? She cheated. You don't owe her a thing. And remember-you met someone yesterday, someone who actually makes you... alive again."

James's stomach clenched, heart thumping at the memory of Benita. The curve of her smile. The sparkle in her eyes. The way she had laughed at his stupid jokes without reservation. The way she had shared her ice-cream with a casual generosity that made him feel... seen. Real. Alive.

Alive.

The word reverberated in his mind, startling him with its honesty. Weeks of pretending, of numbing himself against the pain, had drained him. Benita had reminded him that life could feel light again, that warmth didn't have to be a trap.

"I... I told her I'm not in a relationship," James muttered, voice low. "But I still... I still love her. I just can't..." His words faltered. He couldn't finish. He couldn't articulate the truth that hovered uncomfortably at the edge of consciousness: he couldn't trust her anymore. He was tired of the relentless ache. He deserved better, but the guilt clung stubbornly.

Ben's hand landed on his shoulder, firm and grounding. "Then let her go. Seriously, man. She's not your future. She's a memory. Benita... she's real. She's here. And she likes you. She wants you to be happy, bro."

The words hit him like a revelation. Memory. Future. The contrast was cruel, frightening, and necessary.

James's chest felt tight, caught between past and possibility. He still loved Rose-that was undeniable. But Benita... Benita had drawn him out of the shadows without even trying. She had made him laugh, made him feel lightness he hadn't known in weeks. Painful, heartbreaking Rose was the past. Benita was here, tangible and patient, offering something he thought he had lost: hope.

Slowly, he picked up his phone and typed, though the words remained unsent:

Rose... I still love you. But I can't stay where I'm not wanted. I hope you find what you're looking for.

He stared at the screen, each word heavy, final, like a door gently closing on a chapter that had defined him for too long.

Another buzz.

ROSE: So you're just going to ignore me now?

James's chest tightened, but this time, panic didn't follow. Instead, he turned the phone face down, exhaling slowly, deliberately. He let the night wash over him, the quiet hum of the city beyond his window offering a rhythm that seemed to say: life moves forward, whether you're ready or not.

He rose from the bed and walked to the window, letting his fingers trail along the cool glass as he gazed out at the fading evening sky. The sun had disappeared, leaving streaks of indigo and amber, and somewhere far below, the world continued-people laughing, walking, living. Life didn't halt because hearts ached.

Thinking of Benita, her laughter, her smile, he realized it didn't feel impossible to move forward. Not entirely. Not completely. There was room for something new, something tentative, something fragile and bright.

He could feel the beginnings of a shift in himself. A small but undeniable stirring-a spark that whispered of beginnings, of chances, of moments where life could be lighter than grief.

For the first time since everything fell apart, James didn't feel like he was standing at the end of something.

It felt... like the beginning.

And as the city lights blinked on one by one, like stars trapped in glass, he knew he had a choice: to linger in the shadows of the past, or step forward into the light of what might be.

Somewhere between memory and hope, he decided.

The future, for the first time in months, felt like something he could reach for.