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After Our Son Died, I Rejected My Alpha Mate Novel Cover

After Our Son Died, I Rejected My Alpha Mate

The death of her son leaves a mother consumed by grief and resentment toward her Alpha mate. Blaming his failures for their child’s passing, she makes the radical choice to reject their bond, shattering the foundation of their life together. As she navigates her profound sorrow and seeks independence, she faces a grueling crossroad. She must determine if her pack and marriage can be salvaged or if she will leave her old life behind for good.
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Chapter 1

The nursery was the only place in the Pack House where the air didn’t feel like it was choking me. It was a small room on the third floor, far away from the Alpha’s luxurious suite—the suite that should have been mine by right, but was currently occupied by a woman who wasn't.

"Mama, look," Tommy whispered, holding up a drawing. It was a crude, crayon depiction of a large black wolf standing next to a smaller, golden one. "That's Daddy. And that's me."

My heart clenched, a familiar, dull ache that had been my constant companion for seven years. Tommy had never seen Remington’s wolf form up close. My mate, Alpha Remington Stevens, barely looked at our son, let alone shifted for him. To Remington, Tommy was just a reminder of a political shackle he was desperate to break. To me, Tommy was the only reason I was still breathing.

"It's beautiful, baby," I said, smoothing his dark hair. He had Remington’s eyes—piercing, intelligent, and demanding. But he had my heart.

The peace shattered instantly. The heavy oak door to our quarters didn't just open; it slammed against the wall with enough force to crack the plaster.

Tommy flinched, dropping his crayon. I stood up immediately, placing myself between my son and the intruder.

Anya Diaz stood in the doorway, radiating a scent that made my stomach turn—synthetic vanilla and an underlying rot that no amount of perfume could mask. She wore a silk robe that I recognized. It was one Remington had bought for me years ago, a gift for a mating ceremony that never happened. Now, it was draped over her, cinched tightly above the slight swell of her stomach.

"You're still here?" Anya sneered, her eyes raking over the modest furniture of the nursery. "I told the Omegas to clear this trash out an hour ago."

I straightened my spine, summoning the scraps of dignity I had hoarded over the years. "This is my son's room, Anya. We aren't going anywhere."

Anya stepped into the room, her heels clicking sharply on the hardwood. She placed a hand on her belly, a gesture she performed constantly in public, especially when Remington was watching. "Not for long, Seraphina. Remington and I decided this floor is perfect for the *true* heir. My pup will need the space. Your... mistake... can take the basement."

The insult to me was one thing; I was used to being the 'Late Bloomer,' the weak Luna who couldn't hold her Alpha's attention. But calling Tommy a mistake? My wolf, usually dormant and quiet, stirred uneasily beneath my skin.

"Get out," I said, my voice low. It wasn't an Alpha command—I didn't have that power—but it was the voice of a mother. "Do not speak of my son that way."

Anya laughed, a harsh, grating sound. "Or what? You'll cry to the Elders? Remington doesn't want you. The pack doesn't respect you. You are nothing but a title on a piece of paper."

She closed the distance between us, her face twisting into a mask of pure malice. "I am carrying the future of the Blood Moon Pack. You are just a squatter in my house."

"I am the Luna," I stated, though the words felt hollow even to my own ears. "And until Remington rejects me properly, this is my home."

"Then let's speed up the process," Anya hissed. She lunged forward, her hand raising to strike me.

I braced for the impact, prepared to take the blow as I had taken a thousand emotional ones before. But the blow never landed.

A low, guttural snarl erupted from behind me. It was a sound too deep, too primal for a five-year-old child.

"No hurt Mama!"

Tommy blurred past me.

My breath hitched. My son wasn't just running; he was changing. His small limbs elongated, snapping with the sound of rapid bone growth. Patches of golden-brown fur burst through his t-shirt. It wasn't a full shift—he was too young, it should have been impossible—but his canines extended into razor-sharp points, and his eyes glowed with a fierce, amber light.

A Prodigy. My son was a Prodigy Alpha.

Before Anya could react, Tommy sank his teeth into her calf.

"Ahhh!" Anya shrieked, the sound piercing the air. "Get off! Get off me, you little beast!"

She thrashed, losing her balance. Tommy held on, his small paws digging into the floorboards, growling with a ferocity that shook the room. He was defending me. He was doing what his father should have done.

"Tommy, no!" I screamed, rushing forward to pull him back, terrified of what she might do.

But Anya was faster, fueled by pain and humiliated rage. "You filthy mongrel!"

With a strength amplified by her fury, she kicked out. Her heel connected solidly with Tommy’s ribs. The sound of the impact was sickening—a wet thud mixed with a sharp yelp of pain.

Tommy released her, skidding backward across the polished floor. He scrabbled for traction, his partial shift faltering as pain confused his young mind. He slid out of the nursery door and onto the landing of the grand staircase.

Anya didn't stop. Her eyes were wild, her chest heaving. She looked at the bite mark on her leg, bleeding and ruining her stolen silk, and then she looked at my son, who was trying to stand on the edge of the stairs.

"You shouldn't exist," she whispered.

Then, she shoved him.

It happened in slow motion. I saw her hands connect with his small chest. I saw the look of confusion in his amber eyes. I saw his feet leave the floor.

"Tommy!"

My scream tore through my throat, raw and bloody.

He tumbled backward.

*Thump.*

*Crack.*

*Thump.*

His small body hit every wooden step, a ragdoll tossed aside by a careless child. The sound of bones breaking echoed off the high ceilings of the Alpha’s house. It was a rhythm of horror that would play in my nightmares for eternity.

When he hit the marble floor of the foyer at the bottom, he didn't move. His neck was twisted at an unnatural angle. His legs, still partially covered in that beautiful golden fur, twitched once—a violent convulsion—and then went still.

Silence descended on the Pack House. Heavy. Suffocating. Final.

I stood at the top of the stairs, my hand reaching out toward empty air, my heart shattering into a million irreparable pieces.

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