Why My Alpha Brother Despises Me

Shelly's POV

The day of his birthday came and I was prepared to attend. I put on my best dress, but because I lost so much weight, it looked as though the dress was given to me by someone else.

I took the hospital result with me in case he wanted proof. My brother had never taken anything I said seriously or believed in anything coming out from my mouth ever since the incident struck.

When I reached the ballroom, I took a deep breath before opening and entering.

What felt like a light mood with people talking and laughing immediately became deem when they saw me.

Everyone just stopped and stared, like I was some kind of unwanted thing. I guess I was to them.

On seeing me, Alpha Salome was filled with rage. "What?! Who let you in?!" He yelled at me.

He then turned to Liecia. She was probably the only person who could do that.

"I only said you were having a birthday party." She said at once, defending herself.

"Why would you even pass such information to these undeserving ears?!" He asked her.

Liecia turned to me, giving me a very pissed look. "What are you doing here, you killer?!" Alpha Salome asked me as he walked closer.

"I came to give you something." I said to him.

"The gift you always wanted has finally been given to you." I said to him, pointing the document to his face.

"What stupid gift!" He yelled as he knocked the paper out of my hand.

The force he hit me with caused extreme pain. These days, even the slightest scratch always felt ten times worse.

"Get out from here. I do not want to see you again." He said to me.

"Leave now!"

"Please, why don't you just give me a chance to say what I came to say?" I begged.

"I said leave. You're embarrassing me. Just look at how stupid you look in that dress." He mocked.

"Brother please!" I insisted.

He got pissed when I called him that. "I have told you never to call me that in your life." He said to me.

"I am sorry. I just have something really important to say." I tried to explain to him, but he got tired of hearing me talk and pushed me at once.

I fell to the ground and groaned in pain.

Everyone gasped in shock as this happened.

"I will do worse to you if you do not leave immediately!" He said again before turning and walking away.

I knew that there was nothing I would do at that point to get his attention, so I had to leave. I was disappointed and in tears as I walked myself out.

"I'll miss you." I said subtly as I walked out.

I had spent too many years living alone and I was also going to die alone.

To make it worse, heavy rain began to fall and there was no place to find shade. I had to walk home in the rain.

The cold and excess water on me made everything worse. I just had to manage and find my way to my cottage.

When I finally reached, I entered the house, which in itself was licking.

Normally, I would station bowls to get the water, but I was too weak.

I felt very sick when I arrived home. The sickness and fever was from the rain. The depression I felt within me was also another thing. At that point, I could not hold up any longer.

I felt myself lose consciousness as I fell to the mudded ground.

Life was blank for a while and suddenly, everywhere became bright again, brighter than it previously was.

My brother, Salome walked to me and helped me get up.

"Don't worry, you'll be fine." He said to me. I was confused. "Is this a dream?" I asked myself.

He just stood there, smiling at me.

Soon, my parents entered the room. "My daughter." They said. "You have suffered for too long."

I began to shed tears.

"Stop crying." My brother said very calmly. He caressed me slowly and I felt very comfortable to be under his touch once again.

It was like a dream come true. My brother, holding me the way he did and my parents being alive and well, watching us happily.

All I wanted was for my brother to love me again the way he did when we were younger. I felt loved again. I had been craving this love for many years now and I could not believe I was getting it.

Suddenly, I saw my parents hold hands and walk out of the house. I was confused.

"Where are you both going?" I asked them.

They didn't answer me, but just kept going. Alpha Salome also gave me one last smile, then walked away, following them..

"Dad! Mom! Brother!" I called at them, but they kept going.

I ran out of the house after them, but they were nowhere to be found.

"Dad! Mom! Salome!!" I called out, but could not see any of them.

"Please don't leave! Don't leave!!" I screamed at the top of my voice when I could not find them.

All or a sudden, I woke up on the wet floor, where I had collapsed and saw that it was indeed, just a dream.

I sat up and cried all through the night because for a second, I thought it was all good again. I wasn't sick, my parents were alive and my brother loved me again.

It turns out, even the seems had a way of mocking me too.

Tears would not stop rolling down my eyes. The guilt found a way to multiply, guilt of causing my parents death and my brother's hate.

I knew I was going to leave the world soon without being able to right my wrongs and make peace with myself.

"All these, because I wanted to get my teddy."