When My Girlfriend Falls In Love with My Male Brother

After that day, Lara and I stopped talking to each other again.

Before, whenever we faced such a situation, I would become easily irritable and emotionally unstable.

I spent every day thinking about how to make up with Lara ASAP, and this seriously affected my work progress.

But now, I felt incredibly relaxed.

Finally, after I went home, I didn't have to act all hypocritical and take the initiative to talk to her.

Finally, I could sleep in the room alone without being disturbed at night.

Finally, I wouldn't be disturbed by her affair with the others.

Finally, I could do my own things without being disturbed.

After I let go of the obsession or care for Lara, life became much easier.

Now that she was no longer the center of my life, I suddenly felt much more relaxed.

I finished reading quite a lot of books in less than three days. In the past, it would take me more than a year.

When I was at work, I noticed that the girl at the next desk was preparing hard for the civil service exam.

The way she immersed herself in studying made me feel ashamed.

Even a girl who had just graduated knew that she should study hard. She shouldn't waste her prime years and should strive to improve herself.

On the contrary, I wasted my time in the entanglement with Lara, muddleheaded all day long.

For a while, I even thought that if I married Lara one day, we would have a child.

If Lara wanted me to stay at home full-time to take care of the child, that was OK.

The girl was studying hard at the desk, and on the contrary, I was dragged down by love and had achieved nothing.

I made up my mind to change myself.

I bought a set of study materials and made a corresponding plan for myself to be a civil servant every day.

After working overtime every day, I plunged into the study and frantically read books about the civil service exam.

I was glad that Lara and I weren't talking to each other these days. She would not come to disturb me in the study, making my efficiency even higher.