After Being His Unclaimed Luna for Eight Years, I Became the Mate of the Alpha King

Afterward, I returned to the small den I'd claimed for myself, a third-floor walk-up in an old stone row-house on a street the Ironclaw Pack held outright but kept off every territory map. It was the one patch of ground I held in my own name, modest by the measure of either pack, furnished with things I had chosen without asking anyone's permission. The building's steps were watched by a rotation of pack warriors who answered to my father's enforcers, though they pretended to be trading dice and idle talk, their noses lifting to the wind each time a stranger passed.

What I didn't expect was to catch his scent on my own threshold.

Bruised bergamot, ash, something sour beneath that cologne-sweet amber. Lucian.

The lock was undisturbed. He had a key. He had always had a key, because for eight years I had never thought to take it back. The sound of the door opening reached him before I did. He closed his laptop, the screen going dark over whatever pack business he'd been reviewing, and looked up at me from my own couch as if everything were perfectly normal. As if his face hadn't carried across every spirit-network screen in the territory six hours ago, down on one knee before another she-wolf.

"Long patrol? You're home late."

His voice carried the same easy warmth it always had. He sat in the lamplight with his sleeves rolled to the forearm, his jacket draped over the arm of the couch, looking so much like the wolf I had loved at nineteen that my chest seized before my mind could catch up. Even my wolf, who should have snarled, went still and uncertain, ears half-flattened in a confusion she had no name for.

I slipped off my shoes at the door, my mind racing. "Why are you here?"

"I had an alliance dinner nearby," he said casually, standing and walking toward me as he always did, with that unhurried confidence that came from a lifetime as the sole heir of the Greywood Pack, a wolf who had never once been denied entry to any room he chose to enter. "Thought I'd stop by to check on you."

As he got closer, a different scent hit me beneath his own. White lily over cold ozone. Vesper's. It clung to the collar of his shirt, sweet and heavy and unmistakable, the same trace that had soaked through every gathering-image of the two of them this past moon. Revulsion churned in my stomach. I instinctively took a step back, dodging his outstretched arms, while a sting crept into my eyes and nose.

"What's wrong?" he asked lightly, as if unaware of what he'd done. As if the scent of his intended mate was not woven into the fabric reaching toward me.

"Nothing," I replied stiffly. "Well, you've seen me. Alive and breathing. You can go now."

His smile faltered, but he quickly recovered with a soft laugh. "Last week you were upset because I hadn't been around more. Now I've cleared my whole schedule just to be with you and you won't come near me? Come on, Selene, don't do this."

I squinted, as my memory replayed yesterday.

Yesterday was my Moon Blessing Day. Among the packs, such days were marked with deliberation, with hunts and howls and the quiet acknowledgment that another year of survival under the Goddess was itself a gift worth honoring. I waited all day, from the moment the sun rose until it set, listening for any word from him through the sending-stone. But not a single call came, not one thread on the mind-link. By nightfall the silence had become unbearable, filling every room of the den until the walls seemed to press inward with it. I decided to go find him. Before I could, though, a message reached my crystal communicator from an unfamiliar mark.

Curiosity turned into dread as I played it. The crystal showed Lucian, standing in the center of the Greywood Pack's great hall, the room where oaths were sworn and alliances brokered beneath antler chandeliers and the old moon-mosaic worked into the ceiling. He was on one knee before Vesper Dawnmere. The hall was full of cheers and howling, warriors clapping, beta-elders lifting their cups, a celebration so public and so thorough it could only have been planned for weeks.

I couldn't believe my eyes. My mind raced, searching for some explanation, any reason that could make this make sense. Perhaps it was theater, a political show the Greywoods needed for the Dawnmere alliance. Perhaps there was a private word waiting for me somewhere, a reassurance that this was strategy, not feeling. Desperation carried me to the Greywood neutral-ground den, determined to hear the truth from him directly. I moved through the night the way any Ironclaw daughter moved, quick and certain, past the storefronts our pack protected, past the corner where the watchers sat scenting the dark, past the boundary-line where Ironclaw ground gave way to Greywood territory.

But instead of finding answers, I stumbled on his words with one of his enforcers in that narrow, portrait-lined corridor.

Selene's been mine for eight years. Everyone knows that. What choice does she have but to wait for me?

I had waited. For eight long years, I'd waited for a wolf who never truly saw me. Every word I overheard was a dagger, shattering the remnants of the trust I had so stubbornly clung to. It was in that moment I realized what I had become: a fool, holding on to a love that was never mine to begin with. Not a partner. Not even a future mate. A possession left on a shelf, gathering dust, too loyal to leave and too invisible to honor.

Thinking back to his words, to the howling in that crystal, the pain in my chest was overwhelming, leaving me gasping for air. Somewhere deep in me my wolf pressed flat against my ribs, a howl building that I forced down until it ached. I had been a joke all along. The faithful Ironclaw girl, the patient one, the one who waited while the territory whispered and the packs watched and Lucian Greywood gave his knee and his promise of mating to someone else.

He stood in my den now, smelling of another she-wolf, and looked at me as though I should be grateful he had come.

I said nothing. The silence between us stretched like a wire pulled taut, humming with everything I could not yet bring myself to say. Somewhere outside, a car door closed on the street below, and one of the watchers coughed into the dark. The lamp beside the couch threw Lucian's shadow long across the floor, and for the first time in eight years, I saw it for what it was: the silhouette of a wolf who had never intended to stand beside me in the light.