The Twin He Wanted

May. POV.

Its been one month that I have landed in City K . The company 'ORNA' have provided me with staff quarters which are in a big buliding. Usually nobody lives in there but as I have no one to live with so I have got a big apartment to live in. If you want a bigger and fancier apartment then it's maintenance cost will be cut from your pay but I am living alone so I am happy with a one room apartment.

My apartment consists on one big room with a queen sized bed, a washroom , a lobby and a balcony in which I have kept beautiful potted plants which gives fresh air whenever you go outside during morning. I have stopped taking pain medications as the wound is healed and now I can live properly. I can't take excess protein as my one kidney is doing  the work for two and it can become enlarged so to keep myself healthy I only eat what is recommended by the doctor and avoid alcohol and coffee. I only drink juice and mineral water.

I can't risk as I don't think anyone would give their organ to me If I will need it in the future .

I usually work from home. Once a week I submit my designs and whenever there is a meeting Required I have to attend to discuss the theme for designs I have to attend. To get inspiration for my designs I go to many different places and look through historical designs.

I love when people wear my creation. It gives me immense happiness. I always make it sure that my designs don't concide with anyone and if I take inspiration from someone's work I always mention their name as I know how hard it is to create a design and when someone plagiarises your designs it hurts a lot.

Mentioning someone's name doesn't do anything but it also doesn't let the other's artist's efforts go waster and maybe they can also get new offers for work it they like their original work.

But I do ask for their permission before doing it because sometimes people don't want others to messup their designs and till now I have no met with anyone amd it is not everyday that I look into other people's designs for inspiration .

Most of the designs are my own creation and I have my own trademark on my clothes which If someone would try to plagiarise will come to my knowledge as I always embroider my name is a secretive way which even my company doesn't know.

My apartment is colourful and is designed the way I want. I have installed a shelf with glass cover just to keep small plushies and toys as I love them a lot but my family always have the ones I collected to my sister and now I own them solely. I am actually very territorial over my things and friends. I don't like to share and this is me .  I work hard so that I can live the way I want because we only have one life and can't spend it with longing and regrets. We should move on from the things which are suffocating and doesn't provide any happiness.

Today we have a party organised by the company where all the designers and company's employees and executives are being called. I actually introvert but I don't mind spending the day with other people and trying to make new friends because I don't want to miss out my life and somehow we have to take step otherwise we will remain as the frog of the well.

For the party I decided to wear spaghetti  straps cascading ruffels Vintage Purple dress with purple wedges. I also decided to wear a purple sapphire pendant whole outline is covered with diamonds with matching earings .

I let my wavy hair loose. Even though me and my sister Look the same we are different in personalities. She is extrovert and I am introvert. We have different styles but my parents tried to mold me into my sister which I don't like and now I can eat, dress and live the way I want.

In the one month I have never even for once missed my parents and they also haven't called me for once and even tried to find me. Which somehow hurts a little but the constant hurtful behaviour is familiar to me and I know that I can get over it. I know they might be spending their time with my grandparents in their family's farmhouse and I am good and living happy without them.

I hope I can meet new good people because I don't think that I can handle more pain in life because it will easily make me give up. I want hope to live happy and for that I will go here and there till I find it and once I do I am not going anywhere.