The Secrets She Died To Protect

Ava Berry POV

My phone rang. It was my father, Arnold. I hesitated, then answered. His furious roar blasted through the speaker.

"Did you finalize the divorce?" he yelled. "Are you trying to ruin us completely?" He threatened me with dire consequences. "You will regret this!"

I did not want to go back to his house, not even for a minute. It was never my home. My grandmother raised me. My father often said, "Once you marry out, you're dead to this family." He made it clear I was no longer part of his household. Elliott's house was also never my home. I felt I had no real place. No home, no belonging.

I remembered something critical. My grandmother's favorite hairpin, a delicate silver piece, was still there. I needed to retrieve it. I had to go back.

That hairpin was the last thing she ever gave me. And I would rather face my father's wrath than leave it behind.

The freezing weather made travel difficult. My taxi could not get all the way to the house. I trudged through the snow for a long stretch. The cold bit into my bones. I reached the door, pushing it open. My father stood inside. I had barely stepped in, still shaking off the snow from my coat. He slapped me across the face. The force of it made my head snap back.

My father looked gaunt, his face lined with stress from the bankruptcy. But his desperation did not lessen his anger. He hit me hard. I stumbled, falling to the floor. A housemaid moved to help me. My father shouted at her.

"Do not touch her! She brought this upon us!"

He glared at me. "Elliott's billions could save us all. You threw it away! You dared to divorce him when the family needed him most!" He called me a "heartless ingrate."

I pushed myself up, using a nearby table for support. My voice came out strained but steady.

"Say what you want. I came for my things. I will leave after I get them. I will not bother you again."

I walked towards the stairs. He kept yelling from behind me.

"Do you think you have any right to take anything from this family? You want to leave us to die for your own selfish reasons, don't you?"

A terrible premonition tightened my chest. I turned. My father held my grandmother's silver hairpin. He smirked. My face went cold. I rushed towards him.

"Give that back to me! You do not deserve it!"

He laughed, a harsh, ugly sound. He hurled the hairpin to the floor. It shattered into tiny pieces. Shards of silver scattered everywhere. A tight string snapped inside me. I lost control. I lunged at him, aiming for his face.

"Do you have any humanity left in you?" I screamed.

My vision blurred. I missed him, stumbled, and fell again. A metallic taste filled my mouth. My throat burned. I coughed violently. A gush of fresh blood splattered onto the light-colored carpet. The crimson stain spread, stark against the white.

The housemaid shrieked. "What happened?"

I looked up at my father. His face registered shock. I gave a bitter laugh.

"Do not pity me," I said. "You angered me. That is all." I tried to normalize it, to hide the truth of my terminal illness.

He stared at me for a few seconds. A strange, calculating gleam entered his eyes. Not pity, but something else. Surprise, then a grotesque sort of joy. He pulled out his phone. He took pictures of my blood-stained face and the carpet. Then he quickly dialed a number.

"Elliott! Ava is spitting blood! It is serious!" His voice was frantic. "She divorced you because she did not want to burden you with her illness. For old times' sake, you cannot abandon her now!"

My heart hammered in my chest. I struggled to stand, reaching for his phone. I did not want Elliott to believe his lies. But then a thought pierced through me. What if Elliott felt a shred of sadness? Five years of marriage. Even a pet owner feels something for their animal. I reached out, desperate.

I knew it was a mistake the moment I stretched out my hand. Hope was a poison I could not afford. And Elliott was about to prove why.

Elliott's voice came through the phone, calm and indifferent. My outstretched hand froze in mid-air. My father paused, then pleaded again.

"She has a terminal illness! She is dying! You cannot just walk away!" He used every emotional manipulation he could think of. "You were a family!"

Elliott's impatience was palpable. "After the divorce, her life or death is none of my concern."

A soft female voice interrupted him. "Elliott, maybe you should ask what happened."

Angella. My stomach twisted. Elliott laughed, a hollow, mocking sound.

"What terminal illness are we talking about now? What new lie is this?"

My father stammered, making up another disease. He exaggerated, demanding Elliott come immediately. "You are still family!"

Elliott scoffed. He hung up. My father tried to call again. No answer. He cursed, raving about how Elliott should at least give him money, even if he did not care about me. He complained about his crushing debts.

Numbness spread through me. I carefully gathered the scattered silver dust of my grandmother's hairpin. I stood up, holding the tiny box, and walked out of the house.

Evening fell. The sky darkened. I walked through the snow, each step heavy. The cold seeped into my bones, chilling me inside and out. My head throbbed. My stomach churned, a bitter taste in my mouth. My vision blurred. I saw her. My grandmother, her face soft and loving, just as I remembered her.

"Are you cold, my child?" she asked.

Tears welled in my eyes. I rushed towards her illusion. My nose started bleeding. I wiped it away, but the blood kept flowing. Then, everything went black. I collapsed into the snow. The darkness swallowed me.

But before I fell, one thought burned through the darkness. If I died here, no one would ever know. No one would ever know what I had been forced to carry. And somehow, that felt like the final defeat of all.