
The Love I Choose Was Me
Chapter 1
The crystal chandeliers of the gallery's grand hall cast a brilliant light on the crowd, but for Chloe, everything felt dim.
Tonight was supposed to be the pinnacle of her life, her engagement gala to Arthur, the renowned art dealer who had been her mentor, her patron, her everything.
She stood beside him on the small stage, her hand resting in the crook of his arm, a diamond ring feeling heavy on her finger.
Arthur tapped the microphone, a charming smile on his face.
"Thank you all for coming to celebrate with us," he began, his voice smooth and confident.
Just then, his assistant rushed through the crowd, his face pale with urgency.
He whispered something in Arthur's ear.
The smile on Arthur's face vanished, replaced by a deep worry.
He turned to Chloe, his grip on her arm tightening for a moment.
"It's Isabella," he said, his voice low and strained.
"Her son, Leo... his condition has worsened. I have to go."
Chloe's heart sank.
Isabella, the beautiful and fragile widow of Arthur's late brother, was a constant presence in their lives.
Arthur always said he felt a duty to care for her and her son.
"Of course," Chloe managed to say, forcing a supportive smile.
"Go. I'll handle things here."
Arthur gave her a quick, distracted kiss on the cheek and then he was gone, following his assistant out of the packed hall, leaving Chloe alone on the stage under the scrutiny of hundreds of eyes.
The murmurs started immediately, a wave of pity and speculation that washed over her.
She felt the heat of public shame creep up her neck.
This was her engagement party, and her fiancé had just abandoned her for another woman at their own party.
Later, seeking a moment of quiet, Chloe slipped into the small office behind the main gallery.
She just needed a minute to breathe, to compose herself before facing the guests again.
But as she neared the door, she heard voices from inside.
It was Arthur's assistant, talking on the phone.
"He's on his way to the hospital now," the assistant said, his voice filled with frustration.
"Yes, he left the gala. He left Chloe standing there alone... What else could he do? You know how he is about Isabella. He still loves her, always has. He told me himself this marriage to Chloe is just... an obligation. A way to finally settle down and repay her for all she did for him after his brother died. But his heart? That's always been with Isabella."
The words hit Chloe with the force of a physical blow.
She froze, her hand on the doorknob, unable to move, unable to breathe.
A flood of memories washed over her.
She remembered the day Arthur's brother died in that tragic accident.
Arthur had been a wreck, a man shattered by grief.
He shut down his gallery, stopped eating, stopped living.
Chloe, just his promising young ménage at the time, had stayed by his side.
She'd been the one to coax him out of his dark apartment, to make sure he ate, to listen to his endless stories about his brother.
She put her own burgeoning art career on hold, pouring all her energy into pulling him back from the edge.
For two years, she had been his rock, his only source of light.
She'd painted for him, not for the world, creating pieces that reflected his pain and slowly, his recovery.
It was during those dark times that their relationship shifted from mentor and student to something she believed was much deeper.
When he finally proposed, she thought it was the culmination of that shared journey, a testament to a love forged in hardship.
Now she knew it was all a lie.
It wasn't love.
It was a debt he felt he had to repay.
Just as the weight of that realization threatened to crush her, the office door swung open.
Isabella stood there, a triumphant smirk on her face.
She wasn't at the hospital.
She wasn't dressed in worried haste.
She was wearing a stunning evening gown, her makeup perfect.
"Oh, Chloe, you're still here," Isabella said, her voice dripping with false sympathy.
"I was just telling Arthur that he shouldn't have left you like that. But little Leo was so insistent on seeing his 'Uncle Arthur'. You understand, don't you?"
Chloe stared at her, the pieces clicking into place with sickening clarity.
"Where is Arthur?" Chloe asked, her voice dangerously quiet.
"He's waiting for me in the car," Isabella said, then she leaned in closer.
"He feels so guilty, you know. But he can't help it. A man's heart wants what it wants. And he's always wanted me."
She straightened up and looked down at Chloe with pity.
"You're a talented artist, Chloe. But you were never going to be the woman he truly loved."
Isabella's words were a deliberate provocation, a final twist of the knife.
And then, Arthur himself appeared in the doorway behind her.
He saw Chloe's pale face, then looked at Isabella's smug expression, and a flicker of something annoyance, maybe guilt crossed his features.
"Isabella, I told you to wait in the car," he said, his tone sharp.
Then he looked at Chloe, his expression softening into one of practiced concern.
"Chloe, are you okay? I'm so sorry about all this."
Chloe felt a surge of cold fury.
She looked from his face to Isabella's.
"I'll make this easy for you, Arthur," she said, her voice shaking but clear.
"I'll cancel the engagement. You can be with her. You can have the family you so clearly want."
Arthur's eyes widened in alarm.
"Don't be ridiculous, Chloe. We're getting married. This is just a difficult situation."
He reached for her, but his touch felt possessive, not loving.
He didn't want her, but he didn't want to let her go either.
Suddenly, Isabella let out a small cry and stumbled, clutching her stomach.
"Oh, Arthur... I feel dizzy. The stress... I think... I think it's the baby."
The baby.
The words hung in the air.
Arthur's head snapped toward Isabella, his face a mask of panic and concern.
He rushed to her side, supporting her, his voice a frantic murmur of reassurances.
He didn't even look back at Chloe.
In that moment, Chloe's heart didn't just break, it turned to ice.
She saw the perfect picture they made: the concerned man, the fragile woman, the phantom child that bound them together.
She was the outsider, the inconvenient obligation.
With a strange sense of calm, Chloe turned and walked away.
She pulled out her phone, her fingers moving with a purpose she hadn't felt all night.
She found the number she was looking for, a number she was never supposed to use.
It belonged to Liam, the rebellious heir of a rival gallery, the man Isabella was supposed to marry in a strategic alliance before she set her sights back on Arthur.
The phone rang twice before he answered.
"Liam," she said, her voice steady and resolute.
"It's Chloe. The deal you offered Isabella... is it still on the table? I'll marry you."
You may also like





