The Decade I Loved You

Ron asked me to bring food to him, to run errands for him, to be Flora’s scapegoat…

I did whatever he asked me to do.

I even saw him kissing Flora in an empty classroom before.

I watched him pass out drunk on the street alone because his family was in trouble and Flora left the country.

When Stone Corp was on the verge of collapse, I worked with him day and night to resolve all sorts of problems.

I was the one who handled all the dirty things he could not bring himself to do.

To other people, I had an unpleasantly forceful and crass image.

Over the years, he would occasionally give me a kiss or two, as if he was handing out charity.

I asked him what our relationship was.

He just smiled and told me to behave, just like how he spoke to me all those years ago.

He was always generous to his lovers, but when it came to me, he just told me to behave.

That was why everyone said I was Ron’s most loyal dog.

I once dreamt of us being together, but because of what Ron said, that dream shattered to pieces.

Even so, I could not bring myself to hate Ron.

I woke up from my dream and found that my pillow was wet.

Since the weather was pleasant today, the doctor asked me to go out for a walk.

So I went to the backyard of the hospital.

Since I no longer had much time left, I found myself daydreaming quite often these days.

While I was sitting on the bench and letting myself bask in the sun, I suddenly heard a familiar voice call out to me.

I turned my head around and saw him amid fallen, yellow leaves.

“Why are you at the hospital?” Ron had a lunch box in hand as he stared at me with a scowl.

He must have been in a hurry when he came here. Two of his blazer buttons were in the wrong place.

I stared at the two buttons and asked instead, “Are you here for Flora?”

His scowl deepened. “Willow, Flora is hospitalized due to a sprained ankle, and it’s all because of you. How could you have the gall to even talk about her?”

I knew it. When it came to all matters regarding Flora, Ron would always panic, even though he always cared about his appearance.

As our gazes met, I smiled.

“Have you truly forgotten, Ron?

“When Flora abandoned you, you got yourself drunk and told me you hated her.

“Why are you handing over your heart to her so eagerly now that she’s back?”

Ron pursed his lips. For the first time, he did not dare to look into my teary eyes.

“You’ve misunderstood Flora, Willow.

“She got a rare offer to leave to study abroad, and her family forced her to take up the offer.

“She fought back, but she couldn’t do anything about it.

“Besides, she doesn’t know about my family background. You’re the only one who knows that I belong to the Stone family.”

I laughed in exasperation. “Yes, yes. It’s all just a coincidence.

“Flora is destined to enjoy a life of luxury. When you were rich, she was together with you and enjoyed all that you gave you. When your family was on the verge of going bankrupt, she had to leave because she got an offer. Now that Stone Corp has risen to power again, she can come back!

“She didn’t need to do anything, but she got everything!

“As for me, my mom ran away, and my dad died. No one tried to dissuade me or stop me, so I deserve to be your stepping stone to bring your company to glory. I deserve to help your beautiful relationship flourish.”

I got so worked up that I started coughing violently.

Ron was shocked and anxiously patted my back as he asked me what was wrong.

When I saw his anxious expression, I felt as if we had returned to the past.

During the Stone family’s darkest hour, I worked day and night. I did not sleep for days. In the end, I collapsed. When I woke up, he acted this way as well. He caressed my forehead and anxiously asked me what was wrong.

“Ron, I…”

At that moment, his phone rang.

The caller ID showed that Fiona was calling.

I grabbed his hand. With a pale face covered in tears, I stared at him with bloodshot eyes and stubbornly shook my head as I pleaded, “Ron, don’t go.

“I’m about to die.”