The Alpha's Plump Luna

: The Weight of Whispers

[RHIANNON]

The healing room smelled like dried lavender and something sharper—antiseptic mixed with mountain herbs. I'd woken up three days ago in this bed, my body aching in places I didn't know could ache, and every time I opened my eyes, the grey-haired healer was there.

"You need to eat something." She'd introduced herself as Mira on that first morning, her voice gentle but firm in a way that reminded me of the grandmother I'd lost years ago. "Your body can't heal on air alone."

I'd forced down the broth she offered, even though my stomach twisted with anxiety. Every kindness felt like charity. Every gentle touch felt like pity.

Three days of Mira checking my bones, applying salves that smelled like moonflower, and telling me in that patient voice that the shift trauma would heal. That my body just needed time.

Time. Like I had any right to take up space here while I recovered from being someone else's garbage.

The rejection bond still ached—a constant throb beneath my ribs that spiked whenever I breathed too deeply. Mira said it would fade eventually, that the psychic wound would close once I stopped picking at it.

I didn't tell her I couldn't stop picking at it. That Laziel's voice still echoed through my thoughts every time I caught my reflection. That his laughter haunted me worse than any nightmare.

On the morning Mira finally cleared me for release, Kael appeared in the doorway.

My heart did something stupid and painful when I saw him. Storm-grey eyes found mine across the room, and for a second, the air felt too thick to breathe. His scent wrapped around me immediately.

"You're healing well." His voice was lower than I remembered. Calmer.

I nodded, not trusting myself to speak.

Another man entered behind him—dark hair, sharp features, and observant eyes that assessed me with curiosity rather than judgment. He moved with the easy confidence of someone who knew exactly where he stood in the world.

"Rhiannon, this is Emrys. My Beta." Kael gestured between us.

Emrys grinned, the expression transforming his serious face into something almost boyish. "Best friend, really. Also, more handsome, though he won't admit it."

The growl that rumbled from Kael's chest made me jump. Low and possessive and completely unnecessary for whatever joke Emrys was making.

Emrys just laughed, unbothered. "See? Touchy."

I stared between them, confusion warring with something that felt dangerously close to hope. Did Emrys know? Had Kael told him about the bond?

'He must have,' Nyx whispered. 'Why else would he act like that?'

'Or he's just protective of all injured wolves,' I thought back, crushing the hope before it could take root.

Kael's expression smoothed back into something neutral. "You'll be moving to my manor. Until you've fully recovered."

My stomach dropped. "I—what?"

"The healing rooms are needed for active injuries. You're past that stage." His tone was matter-of-fact, like this was a completely reasonable suggestion.

"My home has guest quarters. You'll have space and privacy while you finish healing."

"I can't—" The protest died in my throat. Where else would I go? Back to Bloodstone, where I'd been banished? Into rogue territory alone? "I don't want to be a burden."

Something flickered across his face. "You're not."

"I barely know you." The words came out quieter than I meant them. More vulnerable. "You're my—" I stopped, unable to say it. Unable to claim something that might not be real. "You don't owe me anything."

"I know." His eyes held mine. "But you're under my protection. That means something here."

Protection. Not wanted. Not chosen. Just... protected.

The familiar ache settled deeper into my chest, but I nodded. What choice did I have?

Emrys cleared his throat. "For what it's worth, Kael's place is huge. You probably won't even see him most days."

The look Kael shot him could have melted stone.

That had been a month ago.

A month of hiding in the guest quarters of Kael's manor—a sprawling structure of wood and stone that sat on the eastern edge of pack territory. A month of healing in private, of avoiding the main pack grounds, of pretending I wasn't terrified of what would happen when I finally stepped outside.

Kael brought meals himself sometimes. Never staying long. Never saying much. Just setting down plates of food and disappearing before I could thank him properly.

His scent lingered in the hallways. Soaked into the blankets he'd draped over me that first night. Haunted me in ways I didn't want to examine too closely.

But today, I couldn't hide anymore.

Mira had declared me fully healed yesterday. The shift trauma had resolved. My bones sat right under my skin again. The rejection bond still ached, but it was manageable now—a scar instead of an open wound.

I had no excuse to stay locked away.

The morning air bit cold when I stepped outside. Fog clung to the mountains in thin sheets, and the pack grounds spread out below—training fields, communal halls, and clusters of homes built into the landscape like they'd grown there naturally.

Wolves moved through the space with easy familiarity. Laughing. Training. Living lives I had no part in.

I kept my head down and walked toward the communal breakfast area. Long wooden tables lined an open pavilion, filled with pack members eating and talking. The smell of cooked meat and fresh bread made my stomach growl.

I grabbed a plate and found an empty corner, trying to make myself invisible.

It didn't work.

"—massive for a she-wolf. Have you seen her?"

The voice carried from two tables over. Female. Young. Casual cruelty wrapped in curiosity.

My hand tightened around my fork.

"Alpha keeps bringing her meals himself," another voice added. "Personally. Like she can't walk to the kitchens."

"She was rejected, wasn't she? By her first mate?" A male voice this time. "Bet there's something seriously wrong with her."

Heat flooded my face. I forced myself to keep eating, to act like I hadn't heard.

"Maybe he just feels sorry for her."

The laughter that followed made something in my chest crack.

I left my half-finished plate and walked away. Fast. Before anyone could see my expression.

The training grounds seemed safer. Open space. Room to breathe. I headed there, hoping movement would clear the shame burning through my veins.

Warriors sparred in pairs across the field. Weights clanged. Voices called out instructions. Normal pack life that I had no right to interrupt.

I skirted the edge, just watching. Just trying to exist without drawing attention.

"No way she's strong enough to train."

I froze.

A group of young warriors stood near the weapons rack, not bothering to lower their voices.

"She probably broke something just shifting. Look at those scars."

"Why is she even allowed to stay here?"

One of them—a blonde male with a cocky smirk—met my eyes across the distance. Deliberately. Making sure I knew they were talking about me.

I stumbled slightly on uneven ground.

Someone snickered. "Oversized."

"No wonder she was rejected."

The shame should have crushed me. Should have sent me running back to the manor to hide.

Instead, something else stirred.

Something hot and clean and furious.

I kept walking. Past the training grounds. Down toward the river where pack members washed clothes in the cold water.

Maybe there I could find peace.

The laundry pools were quieter. Just a handful of wolves scrubbing fabric against smooth stones, talking in low voices while water rushed past.

I knelt at the edge, letting the cold spray against my hands.

"Alpha Kael must be under a spell." The voice came from directly behind me. "No other reason for him to defend her."

My spine stiffened.

"Imagine being claimed by a second Alpha. Pathetic. Like she's trying to replace her real mate."

"She should've died in Bloodstone. Would've saved Kael the trouble."

The words landed like physical blows.

All of Laziel's cruelty. All of his mockery. All of the humiliation I'd survived—it came roaring back in a wave so strong I couldn't breathe.

'Enough,' Nyx growled, no longer weak or broken. Just waiting. 'We are done being treated like this.'

I stood slowly, water dripping from my hands.

The shame that had consumed me for weeks twisted. Sharpened. Transformed into something I'd never let myself feel before.

Anger.

Pure, burning anger that I deserved better. That I was worth more than their mockery. That I refused to be pitied or dismissed or treated like a burden ever again.

My feet carried me back toward the training grounds. Toward the open arena where warriors sparred and bled and proved themselves.

If they thought I was weak, I'd outwork every single one of them.

If they thought I was broken, I'd show them what survival looked like.

I would train harder than anyone. Bleed for it if I had to. I would earn respect, not beg for it.

The arena went quiet when I stepped inside.

Wolves stopped mid-spar to stare. Some looked bored. Others dismissive. A few openly sneered.

Emrys noticed me first from across the field, eyebrows rising in surprise. He started toward me, concern clear on his face.

I lifted my hand, stopping him.

I didn't want help.

I wanted to do this myself.

The weapons rack stood against the far wall—staffs, practice swords, weighted gauntlets. I walked toward it with deliberate steps, ignoring every stare burning into my back.

My fingers closed around weighted gauntlets first. Then a wooden staff.

The weight felt right in my hands. Solid. Real.

The pack began murmuring again. Half mocking. Half curious.