The Alpha King’s Forbidden Mate

— Talia —

I had always known I was meant for more than what I had.

Beta. My mother was a Beta, her mother before her, a long clean line of women who were beautiful and clever and useful and always, always one step below the people who actually mattered. I had spent my entire life being the prettiest girl in the second row. Close enough to the front to taste it. Never quite there.

The Whitmores had been my consolation prize for that.

Aunt Mae — not my real aunt, but close enough — had loved me since I was four years old. I was the child she had on loan after Elliot died. I had my own bedroom in Ashfield territory. I sat at the head table at pack dinners. I was the girl the Whitmore wolves deferred to, the one Mae called first with good news.

I had been their princess.

Not by blood. But in every way that felt real.

And now Sera Lane — the wolfless, useless Omega I had watched Cole discard — was their daughter. Legally. Formally. By declaration of the Alpha King himself.

Their heir.

Their real princess.

I thought about Mae's face when she talked about Sera. That soft, certain light. She had never looked at me like that.

I got in my car.

* * *

— Sera —

The night shift was quiet. I was restocking the supply cabinet when the door opened.

I knew before I turned around. Expensive perfume and something sharp underneath it, like metal warming up.

Talia.

She stood in the doorway and looked at me with the expression she'd been wearing since we were children — the one that meant she'd decided I needed to understand something about my place.

"So this is where you ended up," she said. Pleasant. "Playing nurse."

I kept restocking. "I'm working."

"I heard about the Whitmores." She moved into the room. Like a cat — like she had all the time in the world and had already decided how this ends. "Gerald and Mae. How sweet. The King found you a charity project."

I turned around. "Go home, Talia."

"They felt sorry for you." She tilted her head. "That's what it is. You're a pity case. A wolfless Omega with nothing to offer. Mae is soft. She'll get bored once the novelty wears off."

She took another step forward.

"You were always nothing. Everyone knows that. Cole knows that. The King will figure it out. And you'll be right back where you started, except older and more pathetic."

A voice from the doorway. "That's enough."

Zane.

Still in his coat, like he'd come straight from somewhere else. His expression was very calm in the way that meant he wasn't calm at all.

"Stay out of this," Talia said.

"Go home, Talia."

"You're taking her side." Something shifted in her face — surprise first, then something uglier. "What did she do to you?"

"I said go home." Zane's voice settled and weighted, the way an Alpha's voice went when it stopped asking. "Now."

Talia looked between us.

Then she turned to me instead.

I didn't see the speed of it coming. Her hand caught the side of my face — open palm, hard — and then both hands hit my chest and I went back into the supply shelf and then there was nothing under my feet and the floor came up and I went down sideways, the edge of the lower shelf catching me across the abdomen on the way down.

The pain was immediate and total.

Not the fall. Not the shelf.

Something inside. Deeper.

I heard Zane shout. Heard Talia's voice, high and defensive. Heard running footsteps.

I lay on the supply room floor and felt something warm and wrong and I knew.

I knew before anything else.

No. No. No.

Please.

Please. Not this.

* * *

— Cole —

My phone rang at 4:17 a.m.

Medical center area code. Something made me pick up.

"Is this Cole Reed?"

"Yes."

"We have a patient — Sera Lane. You're listed as her emergency contact. You should come."

I was in the car before they finished the sentence.

She was in a bed by the window. Small. Still. Paler than I'd ever seen her. IV line in her arm, monitor beeping steadily. She looked so much smaller than she was supposed to look.

Something hit me in the chest.

I stood in the doorway and couldn't go in for a moment. Because if I went in I'd have to deal with whatever I was feeling and I didn't have a name for it and I didn't want one. It hurt. Looking at her lying there, it hurt in a way that thirteen days of not sleeping and snapping at everyone around me had been pointing toward, and I just hadn't let myself see it.

I sat down in the chair beside her bed.

I didn't touch her.

I just sat there in the dark while the monitor beeped.

* * *

— Sera —

I came back slowly.

Light first. Then the monitor. Then pain — low, exhausted, the kind that had already done its worst.

I lay still and let myself not know for one more second.

Then I found the nurse's face.

"The baby."

She didn't answer quickly enough.

I closed my eyes.

I had thought, when I first found out, that I didn't want it. That it was the worst possible timing. That I didn't have room.

I hadn't realized that somewhere in the past ten weeks, I had quietly made room.

In every plan — the job, the housing, the money — there had been a shape beside me. Small and formless and entirely mine. Someone who would love me because I was their person. The one person in the world who would be purely, simply mine.

Gone.

I became aware I was shaking.

Then I became aware of the chair by my bed.

Cole.

He looked terrible. Pale, unshaven, the mask he always wore just gone. He was looking at me with an expression I had spent two years trying to earn.

"Get out," I said.

His jaw worked. "Sera —"

"Get out of my room." Very quiet. Very even. The place past anger where everything compresses to a single point. "Now."

He left.

I lay in the dark and let myself feel it. All of it. The grief, the fury, and underneath both — something clean and cold and absolute that had no name yet.

Talia Lane had put her hands on me. Had taken the one thing in the world that was only mine.

The rage was total. Bright. The kind with teeth.

And then — something moved.

Inside me. Below the grief and the fury, in a place I had believed my whole life was simply empty.

A presence.

Warm. Ancient. Unmistakably alive.

She had always been there. I understood that now. Waiting for exactly this — not happiness, not safety, but the specific fire of a woman who had finally, completely, run out of things to lose.

Hello, I thought, to the thing I'd been told my whole life I didn't have.

The warmth expanded.

Hello, Eva.

* * *

— Caelum —

I was in my car when it happened.

Not in the building. I had known she was here — Zane had called me within minutes, voice controlled in the way that meant he was not controlled — and I had driven here and stopped in the parking structure and sat.

I could not go in.

Every instinct was oriented toward that building, that floor, that room. The pull was not metaphorical. It was physical, gravitational, the kind of wanting that bypasses the mind entirely.

I'd felt it before at a distance and called it obligation. Concern. The debt I owed her mother.

I could not call it that now.

And then — at 4:52 in the morning, in a parking structure — the bond snapped into place.

Like a key turning. Like a lock I had been walking past for weeks that had just now decided to open.

Her wolf had awakened. I felt it the way I would feel a new light come on in a dark building — unmistakable, the shape of something that now existed in the world and was, in a way I had no power over, mine.

Mate.

The word arrived without asking permission.

I closed my eyes.

Elena's daughter.

Elena, who had been twenty years old and laughing in a field when I first saw her. Elena, whose photograph I had carried for two decades because I had been too proud and too political and too certain I was making the right choice. Elena, whose daughter had been scrubbing floors at twelve years old because the man I should have removed from power was too busy chasing Alpha sons to see what he had.

And now the universe had decided to make that daughter my mate.

I pressed my hand flat against the steering wheel.

No.

She had just lost a child tonight. She was twenty-two years old. She had spent her entire life being failed by everyone who was supposed to love her — and I was already on that list whether she knew it or not. I had known about her for years and I had done nothing soon enough. The fact that I was doing things now did not absolve me.

I was fifty-one years old. I had loved her mother. I would not compound twenty years of failure by inflicting myself on the daughter.

I would not walk into that room.

I would not be that man.

I sat in the dark until the pull became something I could breathe around.

Then I started the car.

And drove away.