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Sorry, But I Really Love You.

Forced into a gilded cage, Ella is blackmailed by the ruthless Lucas to become his mistress. While enduring his fury, she secretly longs for her ex, Nathan. But after her mother dies from Lucas's cold neglect, Ella vows to flee. Her resolve shatters when she discovers Lucas is terminally ill, his cruelty tied to a dark family past. Torn between deep hatred and a sudden, complicated affection, she must decide if their fractured bond deserves a second chance.
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Chapter 2

: Cold Welcome

“You’ll eat here every evening. Sharp. If you’re late, don’t bother showing up.”

Lucas’s voice echoed off the high ceilings, each word cutting cleaner than the last. Ella stood just inside the vast dining hall, arms tucked close, breath shallow.

“Yes,” she murmured.

“Speak up.”

“Yes, Mr. Hayes.”

He eyed her with something between irritation and disinterest. “And no, we’re not on a first-name basis.”

Ella nodded. “Understood.”

His gaze lingered. “Drop the scared act. It’s exhausting.”

“I’m not scared.”

“Then you’re a better actress than I thought.”

Silence stretched, brittle and sharp.

Lucas moved to the end of the long table and sat, motioning her to the opposite side. Two servants entered wordlessly, placing down silver-domed plates with synchronized precision.

The covers lifted. Sea bass. Quinoa. Asparagus shaved into curls.

Ella’s stomach turned.

She picked up her fork with shaking fingers.

Lucas watched.

“I assume you’re familiar with basic table manners,” he said, sipping wine.

“I am.”

“Good. I don’t tolerate sloppiness. Or sentimentality.”

Ella forced a bite down.

After a moment, he reached inside his jacket and pulled out an envelope. He tossed it across the table. It skidded to a stop beside her plate.

She opened it.

Inside, a photocopy of her original scholarship offer, now stamped in red:

**REVOKED.**

Ella blinked hard. “Why are you showing me this?”

“So you remember what got you here. In case you decide to start playing the martyr.”

“I’m not,” she said quietly. “I made a choice.”

His jaw twitched. “You made a deal.”

Another bite. Another silent minute. Ella finally asked, “Why me?”

Lucas’s knife paused mid-slice. “Excuse me?”

“There are a thousand girls who’d take this offer. Why me?”

His smile was razor-thin. “Because you were foolish enough to think the world owed you something for being good.”

She looked away.

“You walked through life thinking effort equals reward. That morals matter. And yet, here you are. In my house. Wearing my name like a price tag.”

Ella pushed her plate away.

Lucas’s eyes narrowed. “Problem?”

“No,” she said. “I’m done.”

“You barely touched it.”

“I’m not hungry.”

He stood suddenly, chair scraping against polished wood. “Then let’s not pretend.”

Ella flinched as he walked toward her. His presence pressed like heat. He stopped just inches away.

“You wanted to play caretaker. The innocent girl. But you signed the contract. One year. No love. No lies. Just service.”

“I haven’t broken the terms,” she said, meeting his stare.

“Not yet.” His voice dipped. “But you will.”

Ella stood her ground.

Lucas turned on his heel. “Follow me.”

Up marble stairs. Down a wing she hadn’t seen yet. Every corridor whispered wealth: crown molding, crystal sconces, polished floors so clean she saw her reflection in them.

Lucas stopped in front of a set of heavy double doors and opened them with a jerk.

The room beyond was cool. Elegant. Expensive.

“This is yours,” he said flatly. “You’ll sleep here unless I say otherwise.”

Her throat dried. “Unless?”

“You’ll find out.”

She stepped inside. Cream walls. Pale gold curtains. A bed too large for one. No mirrors.

Lucas remained at the threshold. “There are cameras in the hallway. Try to sneak out again, and I’ll lock you in the guest house instead.”

“I wasn’t planning to.”

He tilted his head. “We both know you’re smarter than that.”

She wanted to ask if he ever got tired of being cruel. Instead, she said nothing.

Lucas took one step into the room. “You’re not a victim here, Ella. Don’t pretend.”

“I’m not pretending anything.”

“Good.” He glanced toward the window, then back. “I don’t want your tears. I want your time. And your silence.”

Ella crossed her arms. “And if I break those terms?”

He smiled without warmth. “Then your mother’s hospital room goes dark.”

The words sucked the air from her lungs.

Lucas turned to leave.

But paused.

“One more thing,” he said. “Don’t speak unless I ask you to. Your voice irritates me.”

The door shut behind him with a soft click.

Ella stood in the center of the room, pulse hammering.

She sat slowly on the edge of the bed, fingers tracing the stitching on the duvet. Her jaw ached from tension she hadn’t noticed. Her body buzzed with humiliation, fear… and something else.

Resolve.

She crossed to the window, opened it an inch, and inhaled the cool night air.

Across the estate, lights winked on in the east wing.

Somewhere, Lucas was pacing his empire.

Ella whispered into the dark, “This isn’t forever.”

A knock at the door startled her.

Brandon entered, holding a plain folder.

“Instructions,” he said, voice gentler than Lucas’s ever was.

Ella took it. “What now? More rules?”

“Quarterly reports. You’ll help him review the financials.”

She blinked. “Why me?”

Brandon shrugged. “Maybe he wants to keep you busy. Maybe he wants you to feel small.”

Ella flipped through the pages. “Fine. I’ll do it.”

He hesitated. “You okay?”

“No,” she answered. “But I will be.”

Brandon gave a slow nod, then left without another word.

The room fell silent again.

Ella sat at the desk and pulled a pen from the drawer.

She didn’t understand Lucas. Not fully.

But she understood contracts. And how to endure them.

And if Lucas thought she would crumble—he’d learn, soon enough, that he didn’t own her spirit.

Only her time.

For now.

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