Second Chance With The Alpha Who Bullied Me

Chapter 8

But since he's here for you, why don't you ask him to stay? She asked and I Shaked my head. I stood up and went out to meet him in the room where he kept wandering around. Looking at my things.

" I'm fine you can leave" I said and he observed me with a worried expression. He sighs as he runs his hand through his hair before looking back at me. He walks over to me and reaches up to run his hand through my braid.

I have always liked your hair like this, it gives off the innocent sexy teacher vibe. He said smiling at me, I crossed my hands over my chest as I kept looking at the ground making him sigh again.

" Rachel please" try to listen to me just once, if you let me in give me a chance , I'm telling you what I feel for you is very sincere and it has nothing to do with the mate bond at all. Because I have always loved you for years, Rachel I couldn't express my feelings for you because I wasn't good enough for you, and that really pisses me off most times I see you. Everyone is aware of it, you know it, and my parents are also aware of my feelings for you. Apparently the only person who did know of these is the Moon goddess. I don't understand what the hell she was thinking of doing to you, making me your mate, but I will try to make it better. I am aware that you need enough time to think about it , but I just wanted you to know that I care about you so much. I shrug and Him while I look up to meet his eyes.

The way you have always treated me for years, your lame reasons won't cover up for it never. You were so harsh and cruel to me at the same time. I said bitterly and he nodded in agreement.

" I really have no good excuse, just know that I regretted the way I treated you in the past before you became my mate.

Gabriel

I could feel the sorrow and hurt she was feeling right now because of the mate bond, it felt like being pricked with a thousand needles in my chest. Almost as bad as when she rejected me as her mate. I remembered being over the moon when I caught her scent this morning . I have always had a soft spot for her over the years, maybe that was one of the reasons why I treated her badly, I didn't want anyone to know that she meant alot to me. The care and love my parents show her when she is with them made matters worse. They were so obsessed with her ,they had no other thing to talk about other than her, though I was impressed with her too. She is not just a smart girl, she can see beyond what others see, like she can play a whole game of chess in her head and also know every possible outcome from every possible means, it is incredible right. My parents knew that and this makes me feel like a disappointment to them.

Then she grew up to be the most beautiful woman I have ever seen, her long and silky hair , trimmed waist , thick hips and firm breast. Even her nose is cute and she has slightly large ears that give the vibe of innocence to all those sexy curves. If I hadn't been an asshole to her. I was probably able to wrap my arms around sexy curves freely and adore her the way she deserves to be adored.

Just another layer of punishment for my past terrible behavior toward her.

If I could go back in time to apologize to her I would have done that ,I would have treated her better. Am going to look like a complete asshole if in front of the whole pack, they are going to think of me as an idiot. She was right about everything she said at my dad's office the other day. No one has ever said it straight to my face before. Sure it really pissed me off but it was interesting. I really need that in my life. Some to push me forward, to make me better so I can be a good Alpha.

Shit! Maybe she should run the pack in my stead, I have no doubt she is going to do a better job than me.

It kills and annoys me that they can't feel our mate bond , but I really can't blame her for that. She putty in my hands, just like I am in hers. That is not what she wants and not what she deserves. If she decides to give me a second chance, it should be based on her real feelings for me.

And if that moment comes, I will cherish it for this lifetime. The brief second at the forest when she said she was going to give me a chance felt like the cloud opening up and sunlight streaming on me after days in the rain. I had never been that happy my whole life. Then she ripped her hands away from me and rejected me, I couldn't believe it. I never thought the girl had anything so vindictive in her.

She was fucking savage.

And it was actually really hot, after the agonizing pain dissipated. I could still feel it a little bit, like a constant headache , but I will take it, I will take whatever punishment she wants as long as we get to be together at the end of it.

God, if the guys could hear me now, the did think am fucking whipped. But none of them have experienced a mate bond before, this shit is way more stronger than I expect it to be. I still can't believe she was able to fight it so hard, I would have marked and mated her on the forest floor if she let me. Now I feel like a fool for saying that thing about marking and mating within hours of meeting her.

That didn't work out well

After she left , I could feel her torrent of emotion, but she seems a little calm, more in control of things than she was in that god forsaken meeting. When I told my dad I didn't expect him to call everyone in to have a freaking talk about our love life. I just wanted his advice . I've never seen my parents so embarrassed of me ,even ashamed of me. If I could command the ground to open and swallow me I would have done that immediately. Her parents looked livid , I will have to let her dad take a few shot at me