No Room for Your Regrets

Olivia's POV

The surgical dressing across my lower abdomen felt like a band of hot wire as the nurse helped me stand.

Every inch of movement pulled at the fresh staples. I braced my weight against the nurse’s forearm, my hospital gown damp with cold sweat, before collapsing into the wheelchair with a sharp intake of air.

"Take it easy," the nurse murmured, tucking a fleece blanket over my knees. "The first twenty-four hours after an emergency C-section are always rough."

She wheeled me down the quiet hallway and through the heavy security doors of the neonatal intensive care unit.

The room was filled with the rhythmic hum of ventilators and the soft, intermittent chirping of monitors. In the far corner sat an incubator shielded by a clear plastic dome.

Inside lay my daughter.

She was impossibly small. Her wrist was no thicker than my thumb, circled by a tiny plastic hospital band. Clear medical tape secured a respiratory tube over her nose and cheeks, hiding half of her pale face.

My throat tightened. I pushed my hands through the circular access ports on the side of the incubator and touched the sole of her left foot. Her skin was warm, paper-thin, and softer than anything I had ever known. Beneath my fingertips, her tiny toes curled against my palm.

"Have you chosen a name for her yet?" the nurse asked softly from behind my shoulder.

"Her name is Ivy," I whispered.

"She's stronger than she looks," the nurse said, checking the IV line running into Ivy's tiny arm. "She fought hard to get here."

At twenty weeks, Gabriel had pressed his cheek against my swollen stomach on our sofa, laughing as he felt her kick. He had sworn he would be the very first person to hold her against his chest when she arrived.

Ivy had been in this world for almost an entire day. Gabriel still hadn't set foot in this room.

"The attending physician will be here in twenty minutes for the morning rounds," the nurse said, glancing at a clipboard. "Should we call the father so he can attend the neonatal briefing?"

I pulled my hand back from the warm air of the incubator. "I'll call him."

My fingers shook as I dialed Gabriel’s number. He answered on the third ring, but the background was filled with the rustle of clothes and a woman's muffled sniffling.

"Gabriel, the doctor wants to explain her condition to both of us," I said into the phone, keeping my voice level.

"Charlotte hasn't stopped crying since yesterday. I'll come when I can," he answered in a hurried rush.

"She's on a ventilator, Gabriel."

"And Charlotte is in pieces, Olivia. I'm helping her pack up the bridal suite so we can check out of the hotel. Don't start this right now."

Before I could reply, the line went dead.

The nurse offered me an apologetic look, but I couldn't meet her eyes. I had her wheel me out to the waiting corridor so another mother could sit by the nursery window.

Sitting in the wheelchair with the hospital blanket clutched in my lap, I stared blankly at my phone. An automated push notification slid across the glass—an alert from Charlotte’s Instagram story.

I tapped it.

It was a clip taken late last night in the Aster House ballroom after the guests had cleared out. The lights were dimmed to an amber glow. Gabriel was kneeling on the parquet floor, smoothing out the rumpled hem of Charlotte’s satin gown before standing to help her step down from the dais.

The camera caught his wrist in sharp focus.

He was wearing the braided brown leather bracelet I had given him three years ago. When Mercer Events nearly went bankrupt, I sold my mother's small seaside cottage—the only real inheritance she left me—to pay off his lenders and keep him out of court. I had kept only the brass key chain as a keepsake, using the very last three hundred dollars of the equity to buy him that bracelet as a reminder of our fresh start.

Seeing it on his wrist as he steadied Charlotte made my chest tighten until I could barely breathe.

For six months, he had stayed late at the office three nights a week. His phone had always remained face down on the nightstand. And every time Charlotte drank too much after an argument with her fiancé, she would call Gabriel at two in the morning, weeping until he drove across the city to sit on her couch.

*She’s just my childhood friend, Olivia,* he had told me every single time. *Her family took care of mine when my father died. I owe her.*

I looked at the way his fingers rested comfortably against the small of her back in the video. The movement was practiced. Natural.

I hit his contact again.

"What now?" he snapped the second he picked up.

"You missed your daughter's first night because Charlotte was crying?" I asked, my voice shaking with rage I could no longer suppress.

"She was practically left at the altar, Olivia."

"I almost died."

A sharp exhale hissed through the receiver. "Why do you always turn everything into a competition? You had doctors. You had an entire surgical team around you. Charlotte had nobody until I stepped up."

"You are Ivy's father."

"And I said I'll be there soon. Stop calling every ten minutes."

The line clicked off.

Two hours later, an orderly wheeled me back to my recovery room. I had just managed to pull myself into the bed when the door pushed open.

Gabriel stepped inside, holding the heavy wooden door open for someone else.

Charlotte walked in right behind him.

She wore a cream-colored wool blazer and matching trousers, carrying a large pink gift box tied with an ivory ribbon. Her makeup was immaculate, though the rims of her hazel eyes were faintly pink, carefully staged to show lingering grief.

"Olivia," Charlotte said, her voice soft and breathless as she crossed the floor. "I came as soon as Gabriel told me you were awake. I am so, so sorry. If I had known how dangerous things were yesterday, I never would have let Gabriel stay through the reception."

She set the gift box on the edge of my mattress.

Inside, tucked under layers of white tissue paper, was a plush cashmere baby blanket. Embroidered along the satin border in silver thread were the words: *Ivy, With Love From Aunt Charlotte.*

"I already love little Ivy as if she were my own," Charlotte whispered, touching the monogrammed letters with manicured fingertips.

"She isn't yours," I said coldly.

Charlotte pulled her hand back, her lower lip trembling.

"Don't be cruel," Gabriel warned, stepping forward and resting a heavy hand on Charlotte’s shoulder. "Charlotte is only trying to help. In fact, we talked it over on the drive here. With her wedding canceled, she can't bear going back to the apartment she shared with Julian. She's going to stay in our guest room for a few weeks. She can help you with Ivy once you're discharged."

I stared at him, incredulous. "You invited her to move into our home?"

"She needs a safe place right now," Gabriel said, as if it were the most reasonable thing in the world. "And you won't be able to lift anything after the surgery. It works out for everyone."

"I never agreed to this," I said, looking straight at Charlotte. "I don't need help from the woman you chose over me."

Tears immediately welled in Charlotte’s eyes. She took a step back, leaning directly into Gabriel’s chest. "I'm sorry, Olivia. I didn't mean to overstep. I just thought... since I don't have a family of my own now..."

Gabriel wrapped an arm around her side, pulling her close. His eyes darkened as he glared at me. "Do you have any empathy at all? Look at her. She just lost the future she planned for three years, and all you can do is snap at her."

"Where did you get the veil, Charlotte?" I asked.

The room went completely quiet.

Charlotte blinked, wiping away a stray tear with the back of her hand. A faint, fragile smile touched her mouth. "Oh. Gabriel brought it to the bridal suite yesterday morning when I couldn't find my own. He said it was something borrowed. It was so sweet of him."

She reached into her purse, unlocked her phone, and turned the screen to show me a full-length portrait from the church vestibule.

There it was.

The soft ivory tulle draped over her head, the lower edge scalloped with small blue silk blossoms.

Except the bottom fifteen inches were missing. The intricate garland of forget-me-nots my mother had stitched while hooked up to a chemotherapy drip had been hacked away, leaving behind a blunt, uneven edge to align with the back of Charlotte's gown.

"You went into my closet," I said, staring at Gabriel. "You opened my mother’s cedar chest."

Gabriel didn't flinch. "Yes. The key was in your jewelry drawer. Charlotte's veil tore during steam pressing, and she needed something antique. That veil has been sitting in a dark box for five years, Olivia. You weren't ever going to wear it again."

"Who cut it?" I asked.

Charlotte gave a light, dismissive shrug. "The embroidery was a little dated, honestly. It clashed with the beading on my corset. My stylist just trimmed the excess so it wouldn't drag."

"That veil belonged to my mother," I said, every word like glass in my throat.

"I thought you'd be happy it finally got some use," Charlotte said smoothly. "Instead of rotting in a closet."

"It's a piece of fabric, Olivia," Gabriel interrupted, stepping between me and Charlotte. "Stop acting like she destroyed your entire life. We can buy you another vintage veil if it matters that much."

"You don't get to decide what my mother means to me," I whispered, my voice shaking. "Give it back. Right now. Both pieces."

Charlotte gave a small sigh. "The stylist cleaned up the dressing room after the photos. The scraps were thrown away with the flower stems, Olivia. I'm sorry."

I didn't cry. The pain beneath my ribs felt numb, replaced by an absolute, freezing stillness.

Charlotte tucked her phone back into her purse and glanced up at Gabriel, her fingers lightly catching his hand.

"I should go wait in the car," she said softly, leaning up toward his ear. "Don't forget what you promised me. Once Olivia is discharged, you'll make sure I have a place in Ivy's life."

Gabriel squeezed her fingers, his voice calm and reassuring.

"I'll handle Olivia."