
My Mate Marked His Mistress at Our Ceremony
Chapter 5
Wren’s voice cut into my mind before noon, sharp and crackling with anger.
*She’s at the crossroads diner,* Wren linked, her mental voice tight. *Sitting by the center booth so everyone can see her.*
I stood by the cabin sink, peeling potatoes for soup. "Who?"
*Elodie. She came in wearing a low-cut sweater to show off the mark Jordan gave her. There are three Ironveil scouts here and two delegates from the Blackwood Pack. She made sure the whole room went quiet before she started talking.*
I stopped peeling. "What did she say, Wren?"
*She put on that soft, breathy voice. She told the Blackwood delegates how sad it all was. She called you 'the poor wolfless omega who deluded herself into thinking she was Luna material.' Then she laughed. She said your pregnancy was nothing but a pathetic cry for attention. She told them Jordan kept you around for ten years out of pure charity because nobody else would have tolerated a broken wolf.*
A heavy silence followed. Wren took a ragged breath across the link.
*Her coffee isn’t even cold yet, Mila. If you want me to pour it down her throat, I will.*
"Don't," I replied calmly. "Let her talk. Loud dogs only bark when they're scared of the dark."
I severed the link and looked out the window. Down below, the pines swayed in the mountain wind. My hands weren't shaking.
That night, after Wren fell asleep on the cot by the stove, I stepped out onto the porch.
The air was bitter and clear. Frost crusted the wooden railings. I wrapped my coat tighter around my shoulders, sat down on the top step, and stared out into the dark timberline.
For ten years, I had believed that love was something you earned with clean bandages, balanced ledgers, and sleepless nights. Sitting there in the freezing quiet, I asked myself the question I had buried for a decade: *Could I have done anything differently?*
If I had spoken less? If I had healed faster? If I had smiled more, bowed lower, or asked for less space?
The cold wind bit my cheeks, and the truth settled in my chest like a lead weight.
No.
There was nothing I could have done. The problem was never that I wasn't enough. The problem was that Jordan never wanted a mate. He wanted a tool that would never break and never leave. He wanted someone to carry his burdens without ever asking him to share the weight.
I raised my right hand. Reflexively, my first two fingers pressed against the base of my throat. The skin was smooth. The phantom burning of the severed bond had finally gone cold, leaving behind an empty, painless hollow.
I took my hand away. I was done touching a wound that no longer bled.
I reached into my canvas bag and pulled out a plain, black-bound notebook and a pen. I flipped open the stiff cover to the first crisp, white page.
In the neat, steady hand I had used to log a decade of pack medicines, I wrote a single word across the top:
*Dawnhowl.*
Dawn was the hour Jordan used to pull his arm from under my neck and leave my bed without a word. From tonight on, the word belonged to me.
Beneath it, I pressed the pen into the paper:
*1. No wolf is discarded for birth, rank, or absence of shift.*
*2. Respect is earned through sacrifice, not demanded through tone.*
*3. Shelter is a right, not charity.*
I wrote until my knuckles grew stiff from the frost, filling three pages with the bones of a pack that had no land, no borders, and no warriors yet. But it had a name.
Over the next four days, my body began to unravel.
It started with my senses. Early Tuesday morning, standing on the porch, I could smell the sharp, peppery tang of wild ginger growing beneath three inches of wet soil two hundred yards down the ridge. When Cooper chopped firewood by the shed, I could hear the steady, heavy thud of his heart through the cabin’s pine logs. When a patrol from the neighboring territory skirted the lower road, the sour, metallic stench of their anxiety drifted through the trees and hit the back of my throat like spoiled milk.
Then came the ache.
It began deep in the marrow of my shins and thighs. A dull, grinding pressure that made my teeth ache. I knew that pain. For ten years, I had massaged that exact ache out of teenage warriors entering their first shifts. But I was twenty-six years old. I had been branded wolfless before I was twenty.
Whenever the pain flared, my stomach would tighten, and the tiny, fierce flutter beneath my ribs would speed up, matching my own racing pulse beat for beat. Two hearts hammering in a single cage.
On Thursday night, two days before the Lycan Council tribunal, the nightmare came.
I was back in the pack hall. The chandeliers swung overhead, casting long, bloody shadows across the floor. Jordan stood over me, his fangs dripping silver saliva, his Alpha voice crushing my spine into the stone tiles. *Kneel,* he snarled. *You are nothing.*
I woke with a violent, choking gasp.
The room was pitch black. The air in the bedroom was freezing.
My sheets were tangled around my legs, soaked in cold sweat. I threw my hands out against the mattress, gasping for breath, trying to steady the frantic pounding in my chest.
My palms hit the rough cotton quilt—and snagged.
I froze.
The fabric tore with a clean, sharp *shhk*.
Slowly, my breath hitching in my throat, I lifted my hands into the beam of moonlight cutting through the window.
My fingernails were gone.
In their place were long, curved talons, jet-black at the base and tipped with a gleaming, razor-sharp edge of pure silver. They twitched against the pale skin of my knuckles, hard as forged iron.
A low, deep vibration shook my collarbones from within.
Deep inside my ribcage, behind the frantic flutter of my pup’s heartbeat, something colossal, ancient, and starving slammed against my bones, snarling to be unleashed.
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