
My Mate Humiliated Me Until the Lycan Prince Claimed Me
Chapter 4
The rain kept falling in thin cold sheets.
I lay in the mud for maybe two minutes before I made myself move. Every second on the ground was a second I couldn't afford. If a real rogue circled back, I was dead. If a pack patrol found me like this, Colt would spin it into another story about my incompetence.
I rolled onto my side. The gash across my ribs opened wider, and a hot, sick wave rolled through my stomach. I clenched my teeth until it passed.
Up. Get up.
I pushed onto my knees, then to my feet, one hand braced against the rough bark of the spruce. My sweater was shredded down the left side. Blood had already soaked through to the waistband of my jeans. I pulled off my field jacket, folded it into a thick pad, and pressed it hard against my ribs. The pain punched the air out of me.
Three kilometers back to the compound. I'd walked it a hundred times in daylight, in snow, in summer heat.
I could walk it now.
I started down the logging road.
The rain kept my head clear. Somewhere around the halfway mark, my left leg started dragging. I set small goals — the next fence post, the next mile marker, the culvert with the rusted grate. My shoulder throbbed in time with my pulse. I counted the throbs. I did not count how many times I thought about sitting down.
The Ironclaw gates came into view a little after four. The guards saw me and straightened, then didn't know what to do. I walked past them without looking up.
Colt was in the main yard.
He had Poppy up against the side of the armored truck, both hands wrapped around her forearms, turning them over, checking for scratches that weren't there. Her hair was still damp but tidy. Someone had wrapped her in a wool blanket. She was crying softly, the pretty kind, the kind that leaves the face untouched.
Colt looked up.
His eyes went to my ribs first — the dark stain spreading under the folded jacket. Then my shoulder. Then my forearms, where the silver blisters still showed pink and raw beneath the shredded cuff of my sleeve.
For one second, his face broke.
I saw it. The flicker. Guilt, plain and human, running across his features like a shadow crossing a window.
Then it was gone. His jaw set. He turned back to Poppy, cupping her elbow, murmuring something low to her that I didn't catch.
I walked past them.
I didn't stop at the front desk. I didn't ask for the healer. I went straight down the east corridor to the infirmary, let myself in, and locked the door behind me.
The overhead lights were too bright. I sat on the edge of the exam table and pulled my sweater off, hissing when the wet fabric peeled away from the gash. In the mirror over the sink, my reflection looked like someone I used to know from a great distance.
I cleaned the rib wound first. Iodine, gauze, butterfly closures where the tear was deepest. My hands shook once and then steadied. The shoulder was worse — the puncture marks from the wolf's canines went deep, but they were clean, and none had hit anything that wouldn't heal. I stitched the worst of it myself, six sutures, my teeth grinding through each one.
When I was done, I laid my phone flat on the counter and took photographs.
Ribs. Shoulder. Forearms. The bite mark on my collarbone. The silver blisters that hadn't yet healed from the outpost cell. Each one clear, well-lit, timestamped.
I uploaded them into the encrypted folder I kept for Cassian.
Then I sent the folder.
*Attacked at northern perimeter. Four wolves, coordinated. Colt evacuated Poppy. I fought them off alone. They pulled back on a whistle. Not rogues. Filed for record.*
I put the phone down. I sat on the exam table in my bra and blood-stiff jeans and listened to the rain hit the window.
I did not cry.
I did not report the attack.
***
I did not know, then, about the cameras.
I did not know that a small weatherproof lens mounted on the northern watchtower had captured every second of it. The lens angle was perfect. It caught Colt's sprint, the exact moment his hands closed around Poppy's waist instead of reaching for me. It caught the truck door slamming. It caught me on the ground, alone, driving the handle of my skinning knife into a wolf's snout while my blood ran black into the pine needles.
At midnight, the footage uploaded to the pack security archive on schedule.
At six the following morning, Ryker Combe sat down at his desk with a cup of black coffee and opened the routine pre-ceremony security review, the way he had opened it every day for six years.
He watched the file once.
He set the coffee down.
He watched it again.
On the second viewing, his jaw locked hard enough that a muscle jumped in his cheek. He did not call Colt. He did not call anyone. He opened a second folder — one he kept encrypted, dated, private, the kind of folder a good Beta keeps because a good Beta keeps records of everything, even the things his Alpha would burn if he knew they existed.
He copied the file into it.
He labeled it with the date and the location.
He closed his laptop.
He sat very still at his desk for a long time.
***
I slept four hours.
I woke at nine to a single line from Cassian on my phone:
*Tonight. 11 p.m. The clearing at marker 47. I'll be alone.*
I read it twice, then got out of bed and started moving.
***
Marker 47 sat on the exact seam between Ironclaw and Silverpine, a bare patch in a stand of dead pines where the two territorial scent-lines braided together and canceled each other out. I'd found the spot years ago on a tracking run and never told anyone. Neither, apparently, had he.
I got there at ten fifty.
The rain had stopped. The air had that raw, metallic edge that came right before the temperature dropped hard. I stood at the edge of the clearing with my phone torch held loose at my side, the small circle of light making a pale disc on the dead needles at my feet.
Headlights swept across the trees on the Silverpine side. An engine cut. A door opened, then closed. I heard the quiet mechanical whir of a wheelchair on packed dirt, and then two heavier sets of footfalls that stopped well back among the trees. His wolves. Staying at a distance, as agreed.
He rolled into the edge of my torchlight.
I had seen Cassian Stone in photographs. I had glimpsed him twice at pack functions years ago, both times from across a crowded hall. I had never stood four feet from him in the dark.
He was bigger than I remembered. Broad through the shoulders in a way the wheelchair couldn't hide, dark hair cut short, a long charcoal coat draped over his knees. A thin white scar ran from the corner of his left eyebrow down to his cheekbone. His eyes, when the torch caught them, were the color of wet slate.
He didn't smile. Neither did I.
"You came alone," he said. His voice was low, precise, exactly the way it had been in my head three nights ago in the silver cell. Just quieter, without the strain of distance.
"So did you."
"My Beta is at the tree line. He won't approach."
"Understood."
I crossed the last three meters and stopped a careful arm's length away. He watched me the whole time. His gaze moved once — a quick, controlled sweep, ribs to shoulder to forearms — then back to my face. He did not comment on what he saw.
"Ceremony starts at two," I said. "The chapel doors open at one-thirty. Colt will be at the altar by one forty-five. He'll expect me to enter from the right aisle, on my father's arm — I don't have a father, so he arranged for one of the elders to walk me. That escort is going to be my only complication. I'll break from him at the vestibule."
"Break clean," Cassian said. "Don't argue. Don't explain."
"I know."
"My healer will be seated in the third row on the left. Older woman, gray braid, gold pin at her throat. If anything goes wrong physically — the silver, the walk, blood loss from those ribs — she moves first."
"Nothing will go wrong."
"Something might."
I let that sit. I hadn't shown him the ribs. He'd looked at me for two seconds and known.
"The vow," I said. "I want to hear the exact wording."
He said it, low and even, the way you'd read a legal document out loud to make sure the other party understood every clause. I listened. I asked him to repeat the middle line. He did, without impatience. I nodded once.
"And after," I said. "The mark."
"Left side of the throat, below the jaw. I'll be as fast as I can. It will hurt."
"I know how mate marks work."
"You've never had one."
"I know how they work."
His mouth moved — not quite a smile, just an acknowledgment. "All right."
We were three minutes into the meeting. My hands were steady. His were folded on the armrests of the chair. This was going well. This was exactly what I had wanted it to be. Two adults, one contract, a clear exchange of protection for legitimacy, no messiness, no illusion.
Then the wind shifted.
It came off the Silverpine side, moving through the dead pines in a slow, deliberate roll, and it carried his scent straight into my face.
Dark cedar.
Winter smoke.
Something under it that I had no word for — something old, something that smelled like a cabin banked in snow, like a fire that had been burning quietly for a very long time.
Something inside my chest wrenched.
It wasn't a thought. It wasn't even a feeling, exactly. It was a lurch, a physical tug low behind my sternum, sharp enough that my breath caught audibly in the cold air. The thing I had been carrying inside my ribs since the banquet — the low, restless, growling thing that had refused to kneel — went completely still.
And then it made a sound.
Not out loud. Somewhere beneath my collarbone. A soft, wordless noise that wasn't a growl and wasn't a whine, something younger and more starved than either. A noise I had no name for.
I had stood next to Colt Stone for five years.
I had never felt this. Not once. Not the flicker of it. Not the shadow of it.
My phone torch trembled. I locked my elbow against my hip to stop it.
Across the clearing, Cassian's knuckles had gone white on the armrests of his chair.
He was looking straight at me. His face had not moved. His jaw was set exactly where it had been thirty seconds before. But his knuckles were bone-white against the black leather, and I could see, in the small circle of my torch, the pulse jumping in the side of his throat.
The wind held for another two seconds, and then died.
Neither of us spoke.
I made myself breathe in through my nose, slow, and back out. I made myself look at the dead needles at his wheels instead of at his face.
"At the ceremony," Cassian said. His voice was perfectly even, which was somehow the loudest thing he had said all night. "Stay in the left aisle. I'll be at the far end. Don't hesitate."
"I won't."
"Whatever he says — whatever he does — you don't stop walking until you reach me."
"I won't stop."
"Good."
I nodded. He nodded. Neither of us mentioned the wind. Neither of us mentioned the scent. Neither of us mentioned the sound I had almost made or the way his hands were still gripping the armrests hard enough to leave marks.
We both knew.
I turned off my torch, and the dark folded in around us both, and somewhere behind my ribs the thing that had been silent for twenty-one years curled tighter and refused, absolutely refused, to go back to sleep.
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