
My Ex-Mate Lost His Pack After Rejecting Me
Chapter 5
Liam's message came in just after midnight.
*Northern watchtower is gone. Four warriors down. Rogues used the old creek line—the one your wards used to seal. Gamma pulled me aside after the medics left. He asked if I knew anything about the formulas. How they were built. If there were notes.*
*I told him no.*
*Vivienne. They're asking about the formulas. The pack is bleeding. What do you want me to do?*
I read it sitting on the edge of the bed in my borrowed room, bare feet on cold stone. The watchtower I'd designed. The creek line I'd walked a hundred times with a thermos of brewed wolfsbane strapped to my hip. Gone in a single night.
Four warriors. I knew their names. One of them had carried my supplies up the ridge last winter when my hands were too raw from the brewing to grip the straps.
I stared at the message for a long time.
Then I set the phone face-down on the nightstand without answering.
Let Liam sit with it. Let Connor's Gamma keep asking. The pack had stood on that banquet floor and watched a vow sever me from them one syllable at a time. They could stand a little longer in the dark.
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The library was empty at that hour, lit only by two green banker's lamps and the faint silver outside the tall windows. I had three Council precedents spread across the table and a pen between my teeth when the door opened.
Dominic didn't speak. He set a cup of tea at my elbow—steam curling, no sugar, the way I took it—and sat down across from me with a book of his own.
He didn't ask what I was reading. He didn't offer to help. He opened his book and began to read, and the quiet between us settled like something that had been looking for a place to land.
An hour passed. Maybe more. My neck ached. The tea went from hot to warm to room temperature. I turned a page, and without looking up I said, "Why have you never once invoked the mate bond in front of me?"
He didn't lift his eyes from his book either. He finished the paragraph he was on. Then he closed the cover with one finger.
"Because you would have left," he said.
I turned another page. The paper rasped loud in the quiet.
I did not deny it.
He did not press. He opened his book again. We read until the lamps began to flicker low, and when I finally stood to leave, he stayed in his chair, as if he had always been going to stay, as if the room had been his first and he had simply made space for me in it.
I took the tea cup with me when I left. I don't know why.
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Marcus woke me before dawn.
"They've arrived," he said from the doorway. "The Alpha of Ironvale and his companion. Front gate of the Council seat. Twenty minutes early."
I dressed in dark gray. Not royal colors, not yet. I wanted Connor to see the woman he'd rejected first. The crest would come later.
Marcus drove me to the Council seat through the slow blue morning. He didn't speak. He didn't need to. There was a camera feed on the dash, routed from the gate.
I watched Connor step out of the car.
He was in full Alpha regalia—black coat, silver clasp, chin lifted the way he always lifted it before an alliance meeting. He let his aura roll off him into the courtyard, the way he always did, broadcasting dominance like a man announcing himself at a party.
And every wolf he passed looked at him the same way.
Flat-eyed. Courteous. The exact flavor of courtesy a healer uses on a patient who hasn't been told yet.
The gate guard bowed—shallow, correct, not a muscle wasted. A clerk in Council gray handed over a visitor's seal without meeting his eye. Two attendants fell in behind him and walked him down the long cold corridor to the antechamber the way pallbearers walk a casket.
Valerie's hand tightened on his arm. I could see her knuckles whiten even on the small screen. She had worn white again. Something regal. Her hair was pinned up in a way that must have taken an hour.
She looked at the attendants' faces. She looked at the stone walls. She looked at Connor.
Connor was still smiling.
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I arrived through the side entrance and stood in the shadow of the balcony above the antechamber. Marcus stood behind me. Below, Connor paced the marble floor with the easy strut of a man rehearsing a speech.
A Council elder entered through the far door. Robes. Silver chain of office. He carried a slim bound volume I recognized instantly—the Ironvale charter, my hand on every page.
The elder stopped two steps from Connor and offered the book, open, with one long finger pressed to a specific clause.
"Alpha Ford," he said. "Before we begin. For the record. Read."
Connor's smile stayed in place for one more second.
He took the book. He glanced down the way a man glances at a receipt.
Then his eyes caught.
I watched his face from above. I watched the smile not fall but *freeze*—every muscle locking at once, as if the signal from his brain had simply stopped arriving. His pupils moved along the line. Back to the start. Along the line again.
Valerie leaned toward him. "Connor—what does it—"
"Don't," he said.
His voice was very quiet.
"Don't say anything. Let me handle it."
His thumb was still on the page. He had not yet looked up.
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