My Ex-Husband Wanted Me Back, I Was Already Engaged

Adrian didn't answer his grandmother.

His phone buzzed in his pocket instead. He glanced at the screen, and something in his shoulders loosened, like he'd been handed an exit.

Evelyn pushed herself up from the armchair and crossed the room to me. Her fingers wrapped around mine.

"Good Lord, child. Your hands are ice."

"I'm fine."

"You're not." She tugged me toward the couch. "Sit."

I sat. I waited for Adrian to take the cushion beside me, the way he always did here. Knee bumping mine. Stealing cookies off my plate when Evelyn wasn't looking.

He walked past me.

He chose the wingback chair in the far corner, on the diagonal, as far from me as the room allowed. Chloe drifted after him and perched on the arm of the loveseat closest to his chair.

Evelyn pressed a warm mug into my hands. The white one with the painted rabbit, ears flopped over. She'd bought it for me at a craft fair last spring.

"And a fox for my grandson," she'd announced back then. "Because he's sly and she's soft."

The fox mug sat on the side table next to me. Full. Steaming. Beside an empty seat.

I used to sneak glances at those two mugs and smile like an idiot.

Now I just stared at the fox, and it seemed to stare back. *You really thought a contract came with matching cups?*

I laughed. Quietly, into my tea.

Evelyn heard it. She set her mug down hard.

"Emma, help me with dinner."

---

The kitchen smelled like rosemary and butter. Evelyn shut the glass door behind us and didn't touch a single pot.

"His father died when he was eight," she said.

I blinked. "He never told me that."

"He doesn't tell anyone." She leaned against the counter. "Two years later, his mother remarried and moved to Arizona. She didn't take him."

My throat went tight.

"He lay in that upstairs bedroom for a week. Wouldn't eat. Wouldn't talk." Her mouth pressed thin. "A little girl from down the street climbed our trellis every afternoon with a peanut butter sandwich. She sat on the end of his bed until he took a bite."

I didn't have to ask who.

"Twenty years, Emma. You don't just pull that out of a person like a splinter."

Through the glass, I could see Adrian's back. He stood by the window with the phone at his ear, spine straight as a fence post. I'd always thought that posture meant he didn't need anyone.

Now I saw a boy holding himself up so nobody would notice he was falling.

It hurt. For him.

And it terrified me. Because I knew what came after an explanation like that.

*So you understand why he'll choose her.*

The door slid open.

"Can I help?" Chloe stepped in, already pushing up her sleeves. "Please. I'd love to."

"You're a guest, dear," Evelyn said.

Chloe hooked her arm through the old woman's and leaned her head against her shoulder. "Evelyn. I've always thought of this place as home."

Evelyn's smile didn't reach her eyes. She nodded at my tote bag on the counter. "Then pour Emma's chips into a bowl."

Chloe pulled out the family-size bag. She studied it. Then she stepped on the pedal of the trash can, the brand-new liner bright and clean, and dropped it in.

Unopened.

"I brought organic vegetables," she said brightly. "Kale chips are so much better for her. Adrian worries about her heart."

She said his name like she was the only one allowed to know what he worried about.

I didn't say anything. I just looked at the bag lying in the bottom of the bin.

"Evelyn, go sit," Chloe cooed, steering her toward the door. "Let us girls handle this."

Evelyn shot me a look over her shoulder. I gave her a small nod. She went.

The door slid closed. Chloe turned around, and the brightness dimmed into something smooth and practiced.

"I wanted to say thank you," she said. "For taking care of Adrian this year. For me."

I bent down. I reached into the trash and pulled out the bag. Still sealed. I tore a paper towel off the roll and wiped the outside, slow, one side and then the other.

Then I held it out to her.

Her eyebrows rose.

"I understand him," I said. "That doesn't mean I understand you." I set the bag on the counter between us. "Evelyn isn't a meal plan. She gets to want things too."

Chloe's lips parted. For a second, she had nothing.

Then she recovered. "You don't know the whole story. Me leaving, it was a misunderstanding. A big one." She smoothed her dress. "I'll explain it to him. Slowly. He'll understand."

I folded the top of the chip bag down neatly. My fingers needed something to do.

"He told me about you," I said. "Before we ever signed anything. He said there was someone."

She went still.

"So I'm not going to make his choice for him." I met her eyes. "If he wants to go back to you, I'll step aside."

I walked out before she could answer.

---

Adrian was still on the phone. He didn't turn around.

Evelyn had dozed off in her armchair, a blanket over her knees. I didn't wake her.

I pulled the front door open, and the cold slammed into me. My coat was the thin one. The pretty one. I'd picked it because I thought he might notice.

I almost turned back.

Instead, I started walking.

The driveway curved down past dark hedges. No sidewalk. Just wet asphalt and the occasional porch light far back from the road. I pulled out my phone to call a cab.

Black screen. Dead.

My wallet was on the kitchen island in Manhattan. I'd been so busy packing chips and milk tea that I'd forgotten it.

I laughed again. That was twice tonight. Something was wrong with me.

At the end of the drive, I stepped down onto the curb. My heel skidded on the slick edge. My ankle rolled, and pain shot straight up my calf.

I bit down on a cry and grabbed a mailbox post.

Headlights flooded the road behind me.

A big black SUV slowed and stopped. The window slid down.

"Emma?" A man leaned out, dark hair messy, a flannel collar showing under a quilted vest. "You planning to walk back to Manhattan?"

I squinted. Then I knew him.

Jack Mercer. The charity gala in October. He'd stood next to me at the dessert table and argued that mini cheesecakes were a crime against full-size cheesecakes. He ran a horse farm upstate. He'd made me laugh twice.

Then he'd asked for my number, and Adrian had appeared at my elbow like a storm cloud.

"She doesn't need it," Adrian had said. And walked me away.

Now Jack's grin faded as his gaze moved over my shaking shoulders and the way I was holding my foot off the ground.

He didn't make a joke.

"Get in," he said quietly.

I limped to the passenger door. Warm air hit my face the second I climbed inside. He reached over and cranked the heat higher, then shrugged out of his vest and tossed it into my lap.

"Put that on."

"You'll be cold."

"I've got a whole barn of jackets. Put it on."

I slid my arms in. It smelled like hay and pine soap.

"Where to?" he asked.

I opened my mouth.

My parents' house? My mother would ask what I did to upset Adrian before she asked if I was hurt. My father would ask about the financing.

Lily? She was in Chicago until Friday.

The apartment? His apartment.

I sat there with my mouth open and realized I didn't have a single address to give him.

Jack waited. He didn't push.

"Just..." My voice cracked. "Just drive toward the city."

He nodded and shifted into gear.

The dashboard lit up. An incoming call rang through the car speakers.

**ADRIAN BLACKWOOD.**

My stomach dropped.

Jack's thumb hovered over the button. He glanced at me.

I shook my head, but he'd already pressed it.

Adrian's voice filled the car, low and hard.

"Put my wife on the phone."

Jack looked at me for a long beat. At my red eyes. At my hands clutching his vest closed.

Then he turned back to the road.

"She's not here," he said calmly.

The line went dead silent.

And then I heard something I'd never heard from Adrian before.

He was breathing like he'd been running.