My Alpha Rejected Me So His Mistress Could Be Luna

Maren's hands were shaking.

I had never seen that before. In three years of watching her set bones and stitch cuts and pull fevers out of pups, her hands had been the steadiest thing in the pack house. Now they trembled as she uncapped the salve jar, and she took a slow breath before she trusted her fingers near my skin.

I lay on my side on the cot, my hair pinned up out of the way, the brand on my neck still weeping. The room smelled like burnt skin and crushed yarrow. I kept my eyes on the wall.

"This will hurt," she said.

"I know."

She worked in silence for a while. The salve was cold at first, then warm, then something worse than warm as it went deeper into the wound. I did not flinch. I had used up all my flinching in Aiden's study.

When she finally spoke, she did not look up.

"Silver burns on a bond mark are permanent, Amelia."

I did not answer.

"The tissue underneath the mark is not ordinary skin. It carries the bond's signal—the way your scent reaches him, the way his reaches you. Silver scars it. The signal doesn't die. It gets… muffled. Disfigured." Her voice was flat, the way it got when she was reading from her own records. "Every healer text I have ever read says the same thing. There is no treatment. There is no reversal."

She paused. Her thumb pressed a folded gauze against the edge of the burn.

"And her sigil is what everyone will see now," she said. "When they look at your neck."

I watched a small crack in the plaster above the lamp. It ran diagonally, from the corner of the ceiling to a point above the window, thinner than a hair.

"Thank you," I said.

Maren's hands stopped moving for a second. Then she resumed.

I heard her, later that night, in the small room behind the examination area, writing. The scratch of her pen went on for a long time. When she came out, her eyes were red around the edges in the specific way of a person who had not cried but had wanted to. She did not show me the page. I did not ask.

I already knew.

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They confined me to the healer's wing for the recovery. *Omega medical management,* Derek called it when he came to check the arrangement, not meeting my eyes. Three days. Four. I lost the count that mattered and kept only the count of Camilla's footsteps in the corridor outside.

She came by on the second afternoon.

I heard her before I saw her—the soft even tread, the low warmth of her voice, Aiden's clipped reply. They stopped just outside the door. Not far enough away for privacy. Not close enough to be speaking to me.

"—the protocol I designed for genetic compatibility," Camilla was saying. "It has to be maintained through the third trimester or the bloodline won't stabilize. Our pup needs consistency, Aiden. Not interruption."

A pause.

"See to it," Aiden said.

Their footsteps moved on.

I lay very still on the cot. I did not sit up. I did not turn my head. I felt the pup shift low in my belly, a small, ordinary movement, and I put my hand over the spot where I felt it.

*Our pup.*

*Genetic compatibility.*

The words did not fit together the way words should. They sat crooked in my mind, wrong-angled, and I turned them slowly, the way you turn a key that has almost found its shape.

When Maren came in with the evening dose, I waited until she had set the tray down.

"Maren."

"Mm."

"What does *genetic compatibility* mean. In the context of wolfsbane prenatal treatments."

Her hand stopped above the cup.

She did not turn around for a long moment. When she did, her face was the face she wore over fatal diagnoses—smooth, professional, emptied of everything that could betray her.

"When this is over," she said quietly, "I will tell you everything I know."

I held her eyes.

"All right," I said.

She left the cup on the tray. She left the room. I heard her walk to the small back office and close the door behind her, and I did not hear her come out again for a long time.

I lay in the lamp-lit quiet with my hand on my belly, and I did not cry, because crying was a thing I had stopped being able to afford. I let the splinter sit where it had lodged, behind my sternum, next to the count of Camilla's laughter and the sound of the oak falling.

I did not tell Maren I had already begun to understand.

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They let me out on the fifth day. Omega duties resumed—floors, laundry, the endless slow work of a body that no one was allowed to notice was still healing.

I began to watch.

I mapped Camilla's mornings. The east corridor at eight. The Alpha's study at nine. Tea in the sunroom at ten-thirty, always the same chair, always with her back to the window so the locket caught the light for anyone entering.

I mapped the pack. The ones who looked away when I passed—that was most of them, and the looking-away came in two flavors, contempt and something more uncomfortable, a flinch that would not meet my eyes. I logged them separately.

And I noticed Owen.

He was a Delta, young, maybe twenty, sandy-haired, quiet at the edges of the warriors' table. On the third day of my duties back on the floor, he set a cup of water on the sill beside where I was scrubbing without saying a word and walked on. The next day he did it again. He did not look at me either time. He did not want a thank you. He did not want to be seen giving it.

My wolf lifted her head inside me the second time he passed.

Not mate recognition. Something quieter. The specific attention of an animal that had catalogued an enemy and found, unexpectedly, one wolf who had not yet made himself one.

I kept scrubbing.

I did not look up.

I drank the water after he had rounded the corner, and I began, very carefully, to count something new.