My Alpha Poisoned Me to Erase Our Baby

The blizzard didn't care that I was heartbroken. It didn't care that I was wearing nothing but a thin dress and a stolen coat that smelled of a stranger. The wind whipped against my exposed skin, turning my tears to ice before they could even slide down my cheeks.

Two guards from the Moonlight Summit Pack flanked me, their faces hidden behind tactical masks. They marched me to the stone pillar that marked the edge of the territory—the line between the civilized world of the packs and the lawless Neutral Lands.

"Cross," one of them grunted, shoving me forward. "Alpha's orders. If you turn back, we shoot."

I stumbled, my heels sinking into the deep drifts. The cold was biting, but it was nothing compared to the fire raging in my stomach. The *Alpha's Ruin* Damon had forced down my throat wasn't just burning; it was clawing at my insides. It felt like I had swallowed a handful of razor blades.

I took a step, then another, gasping as a sharp, twisting cramp seized my abdomen. It doubled me over, a scream trapping itself in my frozen throat. This wasn't just the alcohol. This was wrong. This was deep, wrong pain.

"Move!" the guard barked.

I tried to straighten up, but my legs gave out. I collapsed into the snow, my hands instinctively clutching my stomach. The cramping intensified, coming in waves that stole my breath. It felt like my body was trying to expel its own soul.

Then I felt it. A gush of warmth between my legs, soaking through my dress, staining the pristine white snow beneath me a horrifying crimson.

*No.*

The word shattered in my mind. I clawed at the snow, trying to stand, trying to hold it in, trying to save the tiny spark of life I had only just discovered.

"Please," I whimpered, looking back at the guards. "Help me. Please... the baby..."

They didn't move. They just watched, stone-faced sentinels of a cruel king. The realization hit me with the force of a physical blow. The *Alpha's Ruin*. It was designed to purge impurities, to sever weak connections. To an Alpha, a half-formed pup in the womb of a wolfless Omega was nothing more than a biological error to be corrected.

Another cramp ripped through me, violent and final. I screamed then, a raw, guttural sound that tore at my vocal cords. The connection—the faint, humming little light I had felt earlier that day—snuffed out. Just like that. Gone.

I curled into a ball in the blood-stained snow, the cold seeping into my bones, replacing the fire with a deadly numbness. The darkness at the edge of my vision began to creep inward. I was dying. And honestly, I didn't want to fight it.

Through the haze, a scent cut through the biting wind. Not the sterile, metallic smell of the guards. Not the cloying roses of Amelia. It was woodsmoke, pine, and something wild. Something safe.

A shadow detached itself from the tree line of the Neutral Lands. A man. He moved with a speed that shouldn't have been possible in the deep snow.

"Halt!" the guard shouted, raising his rifle. "That's pack property!"

A low, thunderous growl vibrated through the air, shaking the snow from the nearby branches. The man ignored the weapon pointed at his chest. He crossed the invisible line, his boots crunching heavily on the ice.

"Enzo," I breathed, my vision blurring.

He fell to his knees beside me, his warm hands immediately cupping my face. His eyes, usually a warm, earthy brown, were swirling with a predator's rage as he looked at the blood in the snow.

"Rose," he choked out, his voice thick with panic. "Rose, look at me."

"He... he made me drink it," I whispered, my head lolling back against his arm. "My baby... Enzo, the baby..."

Enzo let out a sound that was half-sob, half-snarl. He scooped me up into his arms as if I weighed nothing, pulling me tight against his chest to share his body heat. He turned to the guards, his lips peeling back to reveal lethal canines.

"Tell your Alpha," Enzo roared, his voice carrying the weight of a death sentence, "that if he ever steps foot in the Neutral Lands, I will rip his throat out with my teeth."

The guards hesitated, fear spiking in their scents. Enzo didn't wait for a response. He turned and ran, carrying me into the darkness of the trees. The rhythm of his heart against my ear was the last thing I heard before the blackness took me completely.

***

When I opened my eyes, the world was soft and dim. The smell of antiseptic and dried sage hung in the air. I was lying in a bed with heavy quilts piled on top of me. A fire crackled in a stone hearth nearby, casting dancing shadows on the log walls.

I tried to sit up, but my body felt hollow. It was a physical sensation—a vast, echoing emptiness in my center where something precious used to be.

"Easy, Rosalie," a gentle voice said.

Dr. Elena Vasquez stepped into my line of sight. She was a kind-faced woman with graying hair, the healer for the rogues and castoffs who lived in the Neutral Lands. She adjusted the IV drip connected to my arm, her expression filled with a sorrow that told me everything I needed to know before she even spoke.

"Where is..." I started, but my voice cracked.

"You're safe," Elena said softly, sitting on the edge of the bed. "Enzo brought you here two days ago. You lost a lot of blood."

I stared at the ceiling, tracing the knots in the wood with my eyes. "And the pregnancy?"

Elena sighed, taking my hand in hers. "I'm so sorry, honey. The toxicity levels in your blood were off the charts. Whatever you ingested... it acted as a abortifacient. Your body couldn't hold onto the fetus."

I didn't cry. I think I had cried all my tears in the snow. I just felt scraped out. Scoured clean. Damon had wanted to erase every trace of us, and he had succeeded. There was nothing left. No bond. No baby. Just me.

A sound from the corner of the room drew my attention. Enzo was sitting in a wooden chair, his elbows resting on his knees, his head bowed. He was whittling a piece of dark wood, the shavings piling up at his feet.

He looked wrecked. There were dark circles under his eyes, and his jaw was covered in stubble. He hadn't shaved—or likely slept—since he found me.

"Enzo," I whispered.

His head snapped up. The raw pain in his eyes took my breath away. He set the wood and knife down on the floor and crossed the room in two strides, kneeling beside the bed. He didn't touch me, as if he was afraid I would break, but he leaned his forehead against the mattress near my hand.

"I should have crossed the line sooner," he rasped, his voice rough with guilt. "I smelled you leaving the pack house. I should have come for you then."

"You didn't know," I said, my voice sounding distant to my own ears. I reached out, my fingers trembling, and touched his hair. It was soft, a stark contrast to the hard, unyielding world I had just been exiled from.

"I carved this," he said, reaching into his pocket. He pulled out a small, roughly hewn wooden wolf. It wasn't perfect—one ear was slightly larger than the other—but it was curled up, sleeping peacefully. "For... for the little one."

He placed the wooden wolf on the nightstand. It was a tombstone. A memorial for a life that never had a name.

I looked at the small carving, and then at Enzo's devastated face. In the pack, I was a tool. To Damon, I was a service. But here, in this small cabin with a rogue who had nothing to give but his protection, I realized the terrifying truth.

My baby was gone. But for the first time in my life, I wasn't alone.