Loving The Enemy Who Buried Me
Chapter 2
I made it six blocks before my body gave out.
One moment I was moving. Cutting through back alleys the way Lorenzo taught me. Head down. Pace controlled. The next moment my left side lit up like a burning iron pressed against my ribs and I looked down and saw what I had been too focused to feel.
Blood. Soaking through my jacket in a dark spreading stain.
I had been shot and did not even know it.
I pressed my hand to my side and kept moving because stopping was not an option. Not here. Not in the open. I turned into an alley behind a restaurant on the east side and pressed my back against the brick wall and let my legs do what they had been threatening to do for the last three blocks.
They gave out.
I hit the ground slow. Controlled the fall the way I had been taught. Sat with my back against the wall and my hand pressed hard to my side and made myself breathe.
In. Out. Count it.
I assessed. Entry wound below the left ribs. Clean exit based on the angle. Twenty minutes before significant became something worse. I pulled out the burner phone. Three contacts. Two of them Court operatives I could no longer trust. One of them Lyra. Eight months of silence between us and no guarantee she was even alive.
I stared at the screen.
Footsteps entered the alley.
My weapon was up before I finished the thought.
The figure at the mouth of the alley stopped. Both hands came up. Slow and deliberate. No panic. No sudden movement. Just a man standing very still with his hands open and his eyes on my gun.
"I am not armed," he said.
"Back up."
He did not back up.
"You are bleeding."
"I noticed." My finger moved to the trigger. "I said back up."
He took one step forward instead.
"I will shoot you." Flat. Certain. Not a threat. A fact.
He stopped. Looked at my hands. Looked at my face. His own face was half in shadow but I could see enough. Tall. Broad. Dark jacket. The kind of build that did not need to advertise itself.
"I believe you," he said. Like that was a reasonable response. Like he had assessed everything in front of him and decided to stay in it anyway. "But you have maybe fifteen minutes before that blood loss makes this conversation irrelevant."
"Who are you."
"Nicholas Jackson." No hesitation. No performance. Just a name dropped plainly into the space between us. "NYPD homicide detective. I was canvassing this block and I saw you come into this alley." A pause. "You were not walking right."
Detective.
Every instinct fired at once. A cop. Standing in my alley with his hands up and his eyes steady while I sat on the ground with a gunshot wound and dried blood on my hands that was not all mine.
Every rational thought told me to run.
My body said no.
"I do not need help," I said.
"How much blood have you lost tonight."
I did not answer.
He took that as the answer it was.
He reached into his jacket slowly. Placed a small first aid kit on the ground. Slid it toward me with two fingers. Then straightened and put his hands back up.
I stared at the kit.
"Why," I said.
He considered the question like it deserved a real answer.
"Because you are bleeding in an alley at two in the morning," he said. "And walking away from that is not something I know how to do."
Something about those words landed in a place I was not prepared for. Not trust. Not attraction. Something more basic. The simple recognition of a person who meant exactly what they said.
I could not remember the last time I had been in a room with someone like that.
I lowered the weapon halfway.
"If you touch your phone," I said, "I will know before you finish unlocking it."
"I know you will."
He crouched across from me and looked at my side and controlled his expression quickly. Not quickly enough. It was bad. I already knew.
"I need both hands," he said. "You can keep the gun on me."
I looked at him for a long moment. Read him the way Lorenzo taught me. Motive. Agenda. The thing behind the thing. I searched his face and found something that stopped me cold.
Nothing.
No angle. No performance.
Just a man who could not make himself leave.
"Do it," I said.
His hands pressed against my side and the pain came in a white wave I swallowed without sound. My free hand found the brick wall behind me and gripped it. My jaw locked. My eyes stayed open. The gun stayed on him.
He worked fast. Efficient. Silent. He did not ask what happened. Did not ask who shot me. The absence of questions was so unexpected it almost undid me more than the pain.
When he finished he sat back and looked at my face.
"You need a hospital."
"No."
"The wound-"
"No hospital." Harder than I intended. "They will find me."
He went still.
"Who will find you."
I looked at him. This detective with his steady hands and his tired eyes and his first aid kit he carried everywhere.
"People I used to work for," I said.
He absorbed that without changing his expression.
"I know a place," he said. "No hospital. No record. You stay until you are stable and then you decide what comes next." He paused. "That is all I am offering."
I stared at him.
Twenty three years of training screamed at me to disappear. To trust nothing. To handle this alone.
Trust no one inside these walls.
Lorenzo's last words in my ear.
These were not his walls.
"Move," I said.
He took me to a quiet building two streets over. Small apartment on the second floor. One lamp. Low light. A desk buried under case files. A bookshelf. And on the wall across from the couch a framed photograph that I clocked the moment I walked in.
Two men. Young. Laughing. One of them was Nicholas. Unmistakable. The other had his same jaw and his same eyes and his arm thrown around Nicholas's shoulder like he had always been there.
Had been.
Nicholas moved past the photograph without looking at it. Like he had trained himself not to.
He set water on the table in front of me and sat in the chair across from me and looked at me with those steady brown eyes.
"You are safe here," he said.
I did not tell him I had never been safe anywhere in my life. That safety was a word Lorenzo had described to me once like a country I had never visited. That the closest thing to it I had ever known was sitting across a dinner table from a man who was now lying on a dark wood floor with his eyes open and his chest still.
"You should not have brought me here," I said.
"Probably not." He said it without apology. Without regret. Just honest.
He placed his badge on the table between us. Face up. Not as a threat. Just transparent. Here is what I am. I am not hiding it.
I looked at the badge. Then at him.
"One question," he said. "You do not have to answer. Are you in danger right now. This specific location."
I thought about Corvus's voice in my earpiece.
Every available asset. I want her gone before sunrise.
"Not yet," I said.
He nodded. Stood. Moved toward the hallway.
"Get some rest." He stopped at the door. "I will take the other room."
"You are trusting a stranger in your home," I said.
He looked back at me.
"Are you going to hurt me."
I held his gaze.
The honest answer was complicated in ways he did not know yet. In ways I did not know yet either.
"Not tonight," I said.
Something moved through his expression.
"Then we are fine," he said. And closed the door.
I sat alone in the low light with blood soaking through his bandaging and Lorenzo's last words turning in my chest and the photograph of two brothers watching me from across the room.
I needed to move. Find the lakehouse. Read the letter. Start pulling the threads of everything Corvus had buried.
I knew all of that.
But my body was finished and the room was quiet and for the first time in as long as I could remember no one was shooting at me.
I reached for the water on the table.
My hand was still shaking.
I stared at it.
Then I heard it.
Outside the apartment door. A sound. Soft. Careful. The specific sound of someone who did not want to be heard.
My weapon was in my hand before the thought finished. I was on my feet and across the room and pressed against the wall beside the door and the pain in my side was there and I filed it away and waited.
The handle moved.
Slow.
I stopped breathing.
The door opened one inch. Two.
I moved.
Grabbed the arm coming through the gap. Twisted hard. Slammed the body attached to it into the doorframe and pressed my weapon to the back of a skull and said one word.
"Talk."
A voice came back. Thin. Shaking. Female.
"Nadia. It is me."
I knew that voice.
My grip did not loosen. Not yet.
"Lyra." The name came out flat. "How did you find me."
"I have been following you since you left the estate." A breath. Pained. "I watched you go into the alley. I watched him bring you here. I waited outside because I did not know if you were compromised."
"Am I."
"No." A pause. "But you will be by morning if you stay." Another breath. Shorter. Urgent. "Nadia. I know things. About Lorenzo. About what really happened tonight. About what has been happening for months."
My jaw tightened.
"Say it."
"Not here." Her voice dropped to almost nothing. "Not in a building with a cop sleeping twenty feet away."
I held the position for three more seconds.
Then I released her.
She turned around. Older than I remembered. Thinner. Eyes that had always been sharp but now carried something else underneath the sharpness. Something that looked like fear on a woman who I had never once seen afraid.
That scared me more than the gun in my hand.
"How bad is it," I said.
She looked at me for a long moment.
"Lorenzo did not just die tonight," she said quietly. "He has been dying for six months. Someone inside the Court has been poisoning him slowly. And Corvus knew." She stopped. Swallowed. "Corvus has known since the beginning because Corvus is the one who started it."
The room tilted.
I stood completely still.
"There is more," she said. "About you. About who you are. About what Lorenzo kept from you." Her eyes held mine. Steady and certain and full of a grief that was not hers to carry. "He left something at the lakehouse. A letter. Nadia." She paused. "I read it."
My blood went cold.
"What does it say."
She opened her mouth.
Behind me the bedroom door opened.
Nicholas stood in the doorway. Awake. Eyes moving between me and Lyra and the gun still in my hand with the quiet efficiency of a man whose mind never fully stopped working even in sleep.
His eyes landed on Lyra.
Then on me.
"Who is she," he said.
The question was simple.
The answer was going to destroy everything.
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