LOVE ME OR HATE ME

Daniel's POV

She had been gone for exactly four minutes when I stopped pretending to read the Meridian file.

I pushed it aside and stood and walked to the window the way I always did when something needed thinking through that my desk could not contain. The city stretched below me in its usual indifferent vastness. Glass buildings catching afternoon light. Traffic moving in patterns that made sense from up here even when they felt like chaos from the middle of them. I had stood at this window a hundred times and found the view clarifying.

Today it gave me nothing.

Because the thing I was thinking about had nothing to do with the city or the contracts or the forty seven unread emails sitting in my inbox demanding the kind of focused attention that I was completely incapable of giving right now.

I was thinking about Aria Blackwood walking out of my office.

The way she had stood there and asked me quietly if everything was okay with a voice that carried something underneath the professional surface. Something careful and exposed and genuinely uncertain. And I had told her it was fine and watched her leave and said nothing else because saying nothing else was the safe thing to do.

I had been doing the safe thing for two years.

I turned from the window and sat back down and for the first time in a very long time I allowed myself to think without immediately shutting the thinking down.

I thought about the morning she had arrived at my office soaked from rain because the building awning had been under maintenance and she had still somehow managed to have my files organized and my schedule updated before I had even taken my jacket off. She had sneezed twice during our morning briefing and apologized for it like sneezing was a professional failing and I had told her to go home and she had looked at me like I had said something in a foreign language and stayed until 7PM anyway.

I thought about the afternoon three months ago when the Singapore deal had nearly collapsed and I had sat in this office until midnight going through numbers that refused to cooperate and she had stayed without being asked. She had not hovered. She had not offered empty reassurances or tried to fill the silence with conversation. She had simply stayed. Ordered food I did not ask for. Left it on my desk. Sat at her own desk and worked quietly until the crisis had passed.

Nobody stayed like that without being asked.

Nobody took care of a person that way without meaning it.

I thought about her eyes this morning. The way they had found mine before she had time to arrange her expression into something professional and safe. The way everything she felt had been completely visible for those few unguarded seconds and how I had stood there reading it and told myself it meant nothing and known immediately that I was lying.

I thought about Marcus Reed on one knee with roses in a room full of cameras and how something had moved through me in that moment that I was now prepared to name correctly.

It was not professional concern.

It was not the measured response of an employer managing an uncomfortable workplace situation.

It was the response of a man who had looked down from that mezzanine and seen another man reaching for something that he had not yet claimed but had already decided belonged to him.

I had gone down those stairs because I could not stand there and watch.

That was the truth.

Aria Blackwood had spent eight months showing up for me in every quiet way that mattered and I had spent eight months accepting every single thing she offered while hiding behind the memory of a woman who had taught me that warmth was a strategy and care was a performance and love was a transaction that always ended with someone losing everything.

Vivienne had done that to me.

I had let her.

But Aria was not Vivienne.

I knew the difference between performance and presence. I had built a career on reading people accurately and I had read Aria Blackwood every single day for eight months and what I had found every single time was the same thing. Consistency. Sincerity. A woman who brought me coffee because she had noticed how I took it and not because she wanted something in return.

She would make a good wife.

The thought arrived without warning and sat in the center of my mind with a confidence that surprised me with its steadiness. Not a wish. Not a maybe. A simple clear recognition of something that had been true for longer than I had been willing to admit.

I was not going to lose her to Marcus Reed.

I was not going to lose her to anyone.

I checked the time. Nearly 12:50PM. I picked up my jacket from the back of my chair and put it on and walked out of my office with the particular calm of a man who has made a decision and is no longer at war with himself about it.

Aria was at her desk.

She looked up when she heard my door and something moved across her face before she arranged it back into professional neutrality. She raised one hand in a small wave and smiled. That smile. The one that started somewhere deep before it reached her face.

"Goodnight Mr. Cole," she said quietly.

"Goodnight Miss Blackwood," I said.

I walked into the hallway.

She was there again. The junior staff member from this morning, standing near the corridor entrance, and when she saw me her entire body responded in that way I had grown tired of before I had ever learned her name. I walked past her without breaking my stride and felt nothing. Not irritation. Not the usual hollow awareness of being wanted by people whose wanting meant nothing.

Nothing at all.

Because my mind had already left that hallway.

It was sitting at a desk on the 34th floor belonging to a woman who waved goodbye like it was the smallest thing in the world and had no idea it had just become the most important moment of my entire day.

Marcus Reed had almost taken her from me today.

Almost.

I stepped into the elevator and the doors closed and I stood in the silence of it and felt something I had not felt in two years settle into my chest like the first clean breath after a very long time underwater.

I was going for Aria.