I Suffered from the Shock and My Wife Found a Male Model

"Look at yourself, are you worthy of grandma's love for you? If she was still alive, seeing that you couldn't even raise a child in five years, she would have asked you to divorce Nicole a long time ago! But you are thick-skinned and you still have the nerve to stay in the Steinfelds and occupy a position as Nicole's husband!"

All the humiliating, abusive and scolding words were reminding me to have some self-awareness and get out of the Steinfeld Family as soon as possible.

I looked up to see the culprit who caused me to lose my children repeatedly.

Nicole got pregnant for the first time, one month after getting married. She had her bodyguards beat me for a whole month, causing serious internal injuries to my body and forcing me to stay in the hospital for observation.

When she found out she was pregnant, I was very happy, thinking that the arrival of this child would ease the relationship between me and her to a certain extent.

But I thought wrong, Nicole just laughed at me and her laughter was creepy.

She spoke up,

"You want me to give birth to your seed? Sure, as long as you can serve your new partner well, I will give birth to him."

Nicole forced the bitter aphrodisiac into my mouth. It took effect quickly and I lost consciousness in less than half an hour. Although it did not reach that stage, I also suffered inhuman torture.

Nicole was pregnant for the second time when she had just hooked up with Derrick. Derrick said he wanted to see me drink, so Nicole ordered ten bottles of Spade A Platinum in the private room.

I refused to drink, then Nicole asked the bodyguard to hold me down and force me to drink herself.

I drank two bottles of wine and blood appeared.

Fortunately, she gave birth to our second child, twin sons.

The third time she got pregnant, it was her and Derrick's child.

Rosie punished me and the twins, kneeling at the door for a day and a night, because I failed to deliver the aphrodisiac items to Nicole and Derrick in time.

That night, in order to seek excitement, Nicole asked Derrick to hold her and have sex with her in front of me and our children.

I knelt for a whole day, feeling deeply traumatized and heartbroken. My elder and younger brothers also left me out of fear and great trauma.

In just half a year, the twin sons passed away and they did not even have the chance to feel their mother's love and care.

My heart stopped beating because I was too sad. I was sent to the emergency room and survived.

Until in the equestrian field, Ezra was the longest child I had raised and also the oldest child of Nicole and me.

I thought I could raise Ezra well, after all, he was already five years old.

It was a pity, he was also ....

Nicole just sat there, acting as if she had nothing to do with our three children.

The young man next to her looked down at me, his eyes full of pride and mockery.

Rosie got tired of scolding, so she threw away the ruler, leaned back on the sofa with a headache and sighed.

"I shouldn't have agreed to your marriage under grandma's pressure! Now what should I do if my daughter marry a debt collector and jinx?"

I gave a bitter smile and prayed in front of Harrieth's memorial photo.

The five years of my life in the Steinfeld family, I had been heartbroken too many times; Harrieth's death, Nicole's infidelity, my parents' death and I lost three children ....

"If that's the case, then it's up to you, Ms. Steinfeld. I will divorce Nicole, so that your family can completely get rid of me."

Nicole froze and unconsciously looked at me.

After a while, a sound of laughter was heard.

"Haha ...."

"Are you worth to file for divorce?"

I froze and found myself being pressed by the bodyguard in front of the Harrieth's memorial photo, holding my neck.