I Love You... Or You?

It was so good to see stacks of pizza, ice cream and pastries. They all smell incredible and I missed the ocean candy they get delivered from the small islands around.

I grab everything and like 3 liters of soda to go to my room, I have the lights on so I don’t bump again to unwelcome guys or people in general. As soon as I arrive to my room, I set everything up and when I turn I face Neo.

Can’t the guy leave me alone for crying out loud, I have been rejected enough from two guys and when I need no guy is when he shows up. Ugh. My face falls at the sight of him, he however doesn’t look fased, not even for a second.

“Get out of my door frame.” It’s like having a baby brother but worse, it’s a man child.

“I’m sorry for making it worse. I heard from the Luna you got double rejected and your wolf less. I wasn’t expecting that.” He says nervous and awkward I think, I don’t even know nor do I care, my mom always tells others my business as if she has it all together.

“That’s none of your retarded business. Get out.” I am done with this, if he won’t go then I will make him go.

“What? Look if you need a friend I’m here, I’m the Betas son…” He starts his conversation but I’m done with talking so I push him out, he looks at me with a shocked face, what? Mykel used to do that all the time to me and I got used to it.

I shut the door and go to bed to finally be at peace. I am so done with this. I don’t care if I ever get my wolf. I don’t mind becoming that cat lady everyone fears or embraces, all I want is just to breathe on my own terms.

I don’t have a clue at what time it is but I know it’s day. I get up and see my room is clean, who the hell got in my room now, I breath heavy and see my mom at the door, I’m done.

“Why is it so hard for you to freaking leave me alone?! Am I asking you to commit a crime with that?!” I yell with anger in my voice, at the audacity of how I am being ignored.

“Susie respect me, I only worry for you. The things that happened to you aren’t easy and I care” she says dryer then I thought she would.

“No, you just don’t want to hear or deal with me. Get out of my room Reemy.” I almost never use my mom's name only when I have had enough.

I get up and go to the door to close it but before I do the door hits something, when I see it’s Alpha Dante’s hand on the door. Okay, now her mate is coming to save her, nobody listens to me and now nobody cares for what I want.

“Susie, come to my office this instant.” She talks roughly while giving my mom a glare eyes, I put in my fluffy sandals and get my cell that I haven’t checked in days.

As we walk to his office, my cell shows more then 317 texts, messages and voicemails. I block Mykels number and information. I’m done with that guy, I only leave it on my cell because like Jaime he is also an Alpha… Jaime. Just by saying his name it makes my chest hurt.

“Take a seat.” He says as the door is staying open and one’s more my mom is in the room, shocker. But I wasn’t expecting Samie to be here or the Beta with his kid, I take my seat and look at the desk.

“Now, I know you are still morning the triple rejection but I’m not going to have you stay in it either. Susie, your a Gammas daughter and a Lunas daughter, granted I never had my own children but I was a kid ones.” He starts with his speech, I breath out hard. Done with all of this.

“Okay.” Is all I answer with, it’s all I say till I get back to my room, where I am safe.

“Susie, you will be Alpha of this pack, you do know that right?” He says it plain and I’m not moved. I would gladly give it to the dude that bumped me last night.

“Okay.” I can see my mom getting annoyed at me and disappointed. Good, I’m making myself clear with this.

“Neo is a good man, h-“ I cut him off like a knife.

“He bumped into me last night didn’t even try to be respectful to me and was being a total sore eye and you call him a man? Wow do I misjudge people wrongfully.” My mom was about to say something and so was Neo when Alpha speaks ahead.

“Susie.” Alpha says with tone.

“Yes?” I move my hand to scratch my leg that’s hitching me, I need to wax my legs.

“Your mom is my second chance mate. Did you knew that?” He says holding her hand, yes I knew because I grew up having other people tell me what to expect and how to live my life while my so called parents were to busy enjoying their own life.

“Yes I knew. I also know you can’t have kids because your first mate made you have your cables switched permanently and I also know I had to live with you while you focus fully on Reemy. Also to finish this drama of yours, I left to get away from you two. Not to be received again. But it was either this or go rogue, goddess forbid a Gamma and Lunas daughter go rogue.” I say the last part in full sarcasm, he isn’t happy but I don’t care.

Considering my position in my life going rogue wouldn’t be a horrible thing.