
I Don't Love You Anymore, Please Be A Qualified Ex
Chapter 4
Rebecca was Jackson's high school classmate, and they both ended up at the same university.
I joined a year later as their junior.
They were the golden couple, the university's poster pair.
Like many others, I was immediately captivated during one of his speeches.
From that moment on, I was all in.
Jackson was so exceptional that even a simple glance from him made me ecstatic for days.
In my sophomore year, I switched to his major, getting closer to him with every step.
Later, Rebecca was offered a chance to study abroad by a professor.
It was a golden opportunity, and she left without a second thought.
Jackson, being his usual oblivious self, didn't realize what was happening until she was already gone.
After that, he struggled with his work.
I couldn't bear to see him so down, so I helped him out, and we grew closer.
By graduation, he confessed his feelings.
There were no grand gestures, but just a heartfelt confession after a few drinks. He took my hand and looked at me with such sincerity.
I was deeply touched, realizing how powerful true companionship could be.
I did everything I could to be a good girlfriend, and we were happy.
At least, that's how I felt.
But then Rebecca came back, and everything changed.
At first, I didn't think it was a big deal. I had been with him for years, and we were about to get married.
I had underestimated how much Rebecca meant to him.
Whenever it involved her, he would drop everything and rush to her side without hesitation.
It was so romantic of him, such obvious favoritism.
Too bad the recipient wasn't his fiancée but a woman who had nothing to do with us.
I had cried, fought, and argued. I had been red-faced and lost my composure.
I sacrificed my dignity, but to him, it all seemed like unreasonable outbursts, stubbornness, and hopelessness.
Even so, I never dared to bring up breaking up. In fact, I was more afraid he would end things with me.
I had loved him too much. He had been my everything when I was younger.
How could I let go?
I had given so much. Why should Rebecca benefit?
But now, I didn't care anymore.
I was exhausted.
The fiery, brilliant love of my youth had faded.
I no longer loved him.