Farewell to Her: Love Awakens to the End

Liza's phone call woke me up at dawn.

"Edan,are you awake?I ordered your favorite soup buns.I won't come home today.There is an emergency at work.Let's reschedule the wedding photoshoot."

"I apologized to Matthew for last night."

"Okay."

Liza seemed taken aback by my quick agreement.

"Weddings are just for show.We're happy.No need to prove it.Let's keep it simple."

"Okay."

Simple.No marriage certificate.No wedding photos.No ceremony.No groom.

After hanging up,I crossed out"wedding photoshoot"on my calendar.

Liza was always busy.I listed my desires,hoping to fulfill them during our marriage.But one by one,they were covered in thick marker strokes.There were many unspoken regrets.

But now I focused on myself,not Liza.After resigning,I said goodbye to colleagues and friends.

"Actually,we all guessed..."

A friend showed me Liza's social media.

"She's been with Matthew this whole time.Everyone thought the person in her posts was you,but we recognized Matthew immediately."

Liza,who never posted my pictures,now filled her feed with Matthew's.They went to amusement parks,tried wedding attire,and watched sunrises together.Her love for Matthew was open.But she blocked me.

Friends were worried about me,saying"Edan,don't be too heartbroken.Matthew has no comparison with you.If Liza knew his true nature,she'd regret it."

"I'm over it."I replied indifferently.

I gazed at the bustling streets.In a few days,I'd leave forever.No time or energy to lament Liza.

When Liza returned,I remained unmoved.

"Why's the house empty?Didn't you decorate?"She asked.

"As you said,simple."I replied bluntly.

Liza fell silent,noticing the countdown,"10."

"Time flies.Our wedding's in ten days."She said.

I tore off two pages,saying,"Ours is in eight days."

Those pages held wishes like"ride the Ferris wheel"and"watch sunrise and sunset."Liza never noticed anything about me.

Suddenly,Uncle called and I stepped outside.Upon returning,Liza said,"Don't plan a honeymoon.I'm too busy."

"I know."I replied.

Since Matthew's return,Liza clung to him.I handed her the raindrop pendant.Her eyes sparkled,saying excitedly,"I've been looking for it everywhere."

"I saw your high-reward lost item post online."I replied.

One million dollars for an old pendant.Our wedding budget was only 200,000.

"Liza,where's your engagement ring?"I asked.

She hesitated,realizing it was gone.

"I must have lost it..."

Liza's phone beeped with Matthew's special tone.She read the message and kissed my forehead before saying,"Sorry,dear.I'll make you the happiest man after this busy period."

Liza,once shy,now spoke sweet nothings.In the past,I'd be touched.Now,I washed my face,unimpressed.

Time passed by.The day before the wedding,my calendar wish was"family dinner."

It was one of my lifelong desires.But I knew it was impossible.My dad wouldn't forgive mom.I wouldn't forgive Liza.I rode the Ferris wheel,watching the sunset.Memories dissipated in the evening breeze.

Matthew posted a family dinner photo.Liza was feeding him.There was a Caption:"Meeting parents,finalizing wedding details."

I laughed.Whose wedding?

I blocked Matthew and drafted a message to Liza but couldn't send it.

As I prepared to head home,Liza called me,asking,"Where are you?Why aren't you home?"

"Share your location.I miss you."