Erased, Ignored, Abused—Until the Luna Rises Again

The house had long grown quiet, but the silence felt heavier than noise—thick, suffocating, alive. I moved through the manor’s kitchen with the same practiced motions I had performed every night for decades, yet my hands trembled as if the weight of a lifetime had finally settled into my bones.

I ladled the stew—Rowan’s favorite—into a fresh bowl, the fragrant steam curling upward, carrying hints of rosemary and the smoked venison I had spent hours preparing. Normally, these scents gave me comfort. Tonight they only reminded me of how foolishly hopeful I had been.

As I placed the bowl on the counter, Elder Garrick’s voice echoed in my mind:

Useless. Clumsy. Dead weight.

My grip faltered. The edge of the bowl tapped the stone counter, splashing broth onto my wrist. I flinched and wiped it away quickly, as if my own body deserved discipline for daring to be imperfect.

“I’ll make a new one,” I whispered to no one.

“You won’t need to.”

The voice drifted in from the doorway—smooth, sweetened with false warmth.

Seraphina.

Of course.

Even her entrance felt orchestrated. She leaned against the doorframe, moonlight catching the silver threads of her dress. She looked as though she had been carved from the goddess’s own marble—elegant, poised, untouchable. The very image of a Luna.

My father behind her stood straighter than he ever had for me.

“Oh, Elowen,” Seraphina said with a laugh that rang like glass, “I didn’t mean to startle you. I just came to deliver tomorrow’s patrol rosters.” She held out a sealed folder, the official crest glimmering. “Rowan asked me personally.”

Of course he had.

He trusted her with pack business. He trusted her with decisions, responsibilities, authority—everything he had never once allowed me to share.

My pulse flickered. “He… asked you?”

“Oh yes.” She stepped further in, glancing around the kitchen as though inspecting it for a meal she might refuse. “He said you were too overwhelmed these days. Too fragile. And he didn’t want to burden you.”

Fragile.

Rowan’s word.

His excuse.

My spine stiffened. “I can handle pack matters.”

Seraphina’s smile deepened, pitying and cruel. “Oh, cousin… you barely handle dinner.”

The stew suddenly smelled like ash.

Before I could form a response, footsteps sounded down the hallway—quick, impatient, unmistakable.

Rowan entered without looking at me. His eyes found Seraphina instantly, lighting with ease, with familiarity, with something that felt like a knife driven clean between my ribs.

“Good, you’re here,” he said to her. He took the roster from her hands, their fingers brushing too slowly to be accidental. “You always finish these flawlessly.”

Always.

The word lingered.

Then he tasted the stew.

One sip.

One wrinkle of his nose.

One dismissive shake of his head.

“What happened to this?”

The floor felt unsteady beneath me. “I—I can make another batch.”

Rowan sighed, setting the bowl away as if it were contaminated. “No. The pack deserves better. Seraphina and I will grab dinner at the council hall. They’re expecting us anyway.”

The pack deserves better.

Not I deserve better.

Not we.

Just the pack.

Just Seraphina.

Seraphina stepped closer to him—close enough that their scents mixed—sage and frost and faint iron. Together, they looked like a portrait meant for legends.

I felt like a servant standing too close to royalty, waiting to be dismissed.

Rowan didn’t even glance back at me when he said, “Elowen, finish cleaning. And… try not to spill anything this time.”

Something in me went silent.

Not broken—silent.

A silence that felt like a seed pressed deep into cold earth.

“Yes, Alpha,” I replied softly.

The title tasted like dust.

Seraphina looped her arm through his. “We’ll bring you something back,” she said brightly, as if tossing scraps to a loyal hound. “Something simple, alright? You like simple.”

They left together.

Their laughter drifted down the corridor—light, easy, intimate—until the front doors closed and I stood alone in the half-lit kitchen, surrounded by the remnants of a meal no one wanted.

I sank into a chair. The stone was cold beneath me, the world suddenly too heavy. My hands hovered over the bowl Rowan had rejected.

I took a sip.

Too watery.

Too bland.

Tasteless.

Like me.

A woman who had poured twenty-five years into a bond that had given nothing back. A Luna in name only. A mate in myth only. A ghost in my own life.

The stew cooled as I ate it slowly, stubbornly—because someone had to taste the work I poured my soul into. Someone had to witness the small, invisible sacrifices I made daily.

Even if that someone…

was only me.

When I finished, I cleaned. I wiped. I scrubbed. I tucked every shard of shame back into the corners of the house where it had lived for decades.

Then I went upstairs.

The pack manor creaked around me, old and familiar and suddenly foreign, like a body I no longer recognized. My bedroom door whispered shut behind me.

The bed was too wide.

Too cold.

Too empty.

I sat at its edge and pressed a trembling hand to the mark on my neck—the place where Rowan’s teeth had once promised eternity.

A bond I had mistaken for a blessing.

A bond that had become a slow, quiet death.

“I let this happen,” I whispered into the darkness. “I gave everything. And they… they gave nothing.”

My voice cracked.

But I didn’t swallow the tears this time.

I let them fall. Loud, uncontrolled, unrestrained. They dripped onto my hands, onto the sheets, onto the floor—like the truth finally spilling free.

I cried for the girl I used to be.

I cried for the Luna I never became.

I cried for every version of myself I had extinguished to keep everyone else warm.

And somewhere in that storm of grief, something shifted.

A spark.

A breath.

A whisper.

You do not have to stay invisible.

Maybe I could still find the parts of me I had lost.

Maybe I could still remember how to stand tall.

Maybe the bond that had kept me caged all these years… could one day be shattered.

As the moonlight slid across the floor, silver and cold, I wiped my face and inhaled sharply.

This was the night I finally saw the truth.

The night my heart cracked—

and something fierce inside me slipped through the fracture.

The beginning of the woman I would become.

The beginning of the Luna I was meant to be.