Dear Husband, We No Longer Have Love

Half a month ago, I asked Louis to accompany me to a prenatal examination.

He excused himself from work and accompanied Jenny to the hot springs.

It was our wedding anniversary that day.

As soon as I stepped into the house with the gift I was going to give to Louis, a black Labrador pushed me to the ground.

I was frightened and felt a sharp pain in my abdomen.

I had a sign of miscarriage.

I took medicine and took a quiet rest for a week, but I still failed to keep the baby.

The baby boy had already taken shape.

Her pink body grew hands and feet, but she would no longer move mischievously.

I didn't shed a single tear.

When I came out of the hospital alone, I thought it was time to end everything.

In the living room, Louis took out his lighter with trembling hands and lit a cigarette.

The smoke covered the pain in his eyes.

He didn't ask me why I didn't call.

He knew very well that I had called him countless times like crazy that day.

But no one answered the phone.

"We will have children in the future. You can't be a good mother now."

I laughed.

"I won't have children in the future."

With a cold face, Louis slammed the door and left.

He didn't know that I was telling the truth.

The surgeon told me that my womb was damaged, and I would never have children again.

I used to give in to him. Every time we quarreled, I would take the lead in making concessions. Now I'm tired.

The next day, he still did not receive a call from me asking for peace.

When he got home, I was nowhere to be found.

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Louis had once illuminated my entire youth.

No one would have thought that such an ignorant and incompetent young boy would fall in love with a bookworm from a poor family.

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The first time we met, I had a very bad impression of him.

He was drinking and racing in front of the restaurant where I worked on weekends.

After a gust of wind, dirty water splashed over me from head to toe.

I was so angry that I immediately remembered his name.

Late at night, when I got home from work, I found that there was a faint fire on the side of the road.

When I got closer, I found that he was unconscious in the damaged car.

When I dragged him out of the car, just then, the car exploded.

From then on, he followed me everywhere

In order to add me, he pretended to organize activities and added everyone in my class on WhatsApp.

He waited on the way home every night to send me home.

No matter how I mocked him, he just wouldn't leave.

Some people mocked that the rich guy had fallen in love with a boring girl.

My good friend kindly reminded me that he was not suitable for me.

In the face of his pursuit, I remained calm.

One day my stepmother broke my bones and I was forced to drop out of school because of a high fever.

He forcefully smashed the door, picked me up, and sent me to the hospital.

When I was half-awake, I saw the young man kneeling on the ground in a mess, grabbing the doctor.

The doctor helplessly helped him up. "She is fine. She just need to stay in the hospital for observation for some time."

When I woke up again, I saw him sleeping quietly in the nursing chair.

As soon as I moved, he woke up.

Tears welled up in his crescent-shaped eyes.

"Joan, I'm begging you. Let me take care of you."

His clear voice sounded sincere.

I was lost in his beautiful eyes.

My heart was racing as if I was stepping on cotton. I replied,

"Okay, you are my boyfriend now."

That day, even the wind was blowing gently.

He asked me about my injuries and my fever.

I opened the deepest scar in my heart to him.

My father hooked up with the daughter of a rich family less than a week after my mother passed away and left me alone at home.

When I found him, he lied that the unmarried young man was going to get engaged.

To prevent me from getting in the way, he pretended to be drunk and locked me in the cage with the hungry dog.

I was lucky and didn't die even after being bitten. But I was scared of dogs from then on.

I said half-jokingly and half-heartedly to Louis,

"If you want to break up with me one day, give me a dog."

He clasped my hand tightly, and his bright eyes were like shining stars.

"Don't even think about it. We won't break up for the rest of our lives."

His 18-year-old promise was so sincere that I thought that moment would last forever.