Alpha's Regrets Are Too Late

I ordered one of the Omegas to bring me food, as waiting for my mate to feed me might leave me starving here.

Fortunately, Beta Uriel visited me from time to time. He also gave me some herbs he got near the Moonlight Forest. As I drank the herbal medicine, I almost cried.

“Luna, I'm sorry I wasn't able to protect you in the woods. I failed my duty to protect you. If something bad happened, Alpha Caelan would have flipped the world," he uttered and sighed.

Previously, since everyone found out that I was the Moonlight Forest's Guardian, Alpha Caelan would always make sure to remind me how dangerous it was to perform my duty. He would always say no whenever I revealed a desire to grasp my new identity. Rather, he persuaded me not to acknowledge it at all.

Deep inside, I always hoped to protect that place. Moonlight Forest was a place favored by the Moon Goddess; history says that she even set foot in there. It was bountiful and had a golden Tree of Life at its heart, said to heal anyone, even on the brink of death. Many werewolves tried to enter the forest to obtain it.

Over the years, I had centered my life around Caelan, spending too much time on him. Yet in his heart, I was not important. Liora was always his first priority, and the Alpha always had ready excuses for it.

The truth was, when my mate was still training to be the Alpha, he had a mentor. That mentor taught him everything, including fighting. When that mentor died, Caelan was entrusted with Liora. They had a life-and-death bond, and Alpha Caelan still honored his mentor's wishes.

“I'll leave this place to join you in the forest, I swear,” I declared.

Hearing my words, Astrid was very excited. Astrid was one of the hundred protectors of the forest and she was meant to serve me once I decided to face my destiny. She had been sneaking inside the Bloodmoon Pack countless times to persuade me. This time, for example. Although being the Alpha of this place, Caelan knew about her already.

“I'm happy you're willing to come with me for real now. There will be many new plant species inside Moonlight Forest. Such a life leaves no regrets,” Astrid said enthusiastically. She was about to say more when she saw my mate walk in empty-handed, having long forgotten his promise to bring me food.

“You'll have to handle him yourself. I'll be waiting for more good news from you,” she whispered before quickly slipping away.

There was nothing to be done. I remained silent as the Alpha walked in with a sullen face. “What did I just hear? You're going to that forest? Don't you know how dangerous Moonlight Forest is? Why must you be so willful and make others worry about you?” he demanded.

I laughed angrily. "You care about me now? When I was attacked by hunters, weren't you flirting with Liora? What right do you have to stop me from leaving?"

I lay down, ignoring his presence. Alpha Caelan was really angry this time. When he left, he slammed the door so hard that the walls shook. After that day, I never saw him again. Meanwhile, I had been actively preparing to enter the forest.

Amidst everything, I felt a familiar sensation of mind linking. Alpha Caelan said to me, "I got a banquet to attend tonight and might go on late; I'll visit you later."

I didn't even bother to say something. That must be another event meant to be enjoyed by Alphas and their Betas. Through the years, Caelan managed to gain connections through attending banquets, and because of that, he remained incredibly wealthy. According to those formidable Alpha friends of his, I was so lucky that Alpha Caelan, someone of his stature, noticed a slave like me.

"Majority of the population of that banquet were men, don't worry," he told me using the mind link still as if he was assuring me.

Alpha Caelan rarely sent me a photo of those prestigious banquets. Everyone in it was either Alpha, Beta, or strong wolves with high positions. Now that I thought about it, he had never introduced me to any of them before.

I closed my eyes tightly and lay down to rest for a while. I also tossed my phone aside because having no response from me meant he would use his phone to call me after.

And as expected.

When I picked it up minutes later, I was right; there were more than a dozen missed calls. I frowned and answered one of his calls.

“Why didn't you answer my mind links and calls?” His voice was full of anger, on the verge of exploding.

“I was asleep," I reasoned.

“You're still angry because I didn't help you that night? I told you already, I didn't know okay? I didn't even feel it even though we're mated. Our connection dulled because of that damn power of yours. Also, that night, Liora was scared out of her wits, and I couldn't leave her. Elysia, you're not young anymore, why are you still so jealous?”

This man thought I was angry with him, but I wasn't. I just didn't care anymore. Every time he went to a gathering with other pack's powerful people before, I couldn't relax at all. How could I if I knew that those banquets were full of powerful and gorgeous she-wolves?

Back then, I was always worried, frequently calling and mindlinking to check on him. But all I got was his disgust. He would say, “Elysia, are you for real? Can't you stop being so clingy?” He also said, “Are you a dog? You're acting like one!"

The truth was, I was too afraid of losing my mate. Yet, he said, “Dang! Being with you is really hard!”

“I'm not angry,” I responded calmly, hearing a deep sigh from the other end.

“Sorry, okay? I'm drunk.”

I was speechless.

After a long silence, the Alpha repeated, “I said I'm drunk.” He even clarified it as if he needed me to do something about it.

Seeing that I didn't respond, Caelan angrily hung up the phone. He had drunk too much, and did he expect me, with these injuries, to go pick him up? The Blackmoon Pack had plenty of drivers!