After this farewell, life is lost

Their insults to me are their leisure time after tea and dinner.

My tears run down the corners of my mouth.

Every time I was insulted by them, I thought of dying. One time, I jumped into the river and didn't die. Instead, I suffered even more abnormal humiliation from Yuan Zhenhai.

He also threatened me. His Highness the Crown Prince said that if I dared to seek death again, he would bring my sister, who had just turned twelve years old, to the military to replace me.

My father has already harbored hatred for me, an unfilial daughter. How can I let his most beloved daughter be hurt?

From that day on, my heart died and I never expected the Crown Prince to come and pick me up again.

Now, when I hear someone from the palace pick me up and hear the word "palace", I feel a bit dazed, as if the days I spent in the palace are an unforgettable past.

Yuan Zhenhai was holding a dog tail grass in his mouth and occasionally whistling when he saw a group of people gathered around me.

He then pushed aside the crowd and cursed, "Little prostitute, what kind of ability did you practice today to hook up with people? Surrounding such a circle of people has really worn you down. I'll let you..."

Before he could finish speaking, he was controlled by the Jin Yi Wei wearing plain clothes.

"Vice General Yuan, our Crown Princess is here to sympathize with the soldiers. Which song did you sing?"

The old eunuch in the palace spoke with a strange tone in his throat.

After learning about the purpose of this group, Yuan Zhenhai immediately accompanied his smiling face:

"Oh, it turns out that I was taking the Crown Princess back to the palace. Then I'll have the grandmothers in the military camp comb and groom her, otherwise the Crown Princess's attire won't be able to face the Holy Spirit."

During his speech, Yuan Zhenhai forcefully thrust a ingot of silver into the old eunuch's hand in front of everyone.

The eunuch waved his hand and let Yuan Zhenhai lead me stumbling towards the military camp.

Yuan Zhenhai pinched my chin and poured me a pot of warm wine, which he had taken strong medicine for.

Every time, he wished he could die on me.

Afterwards, he said, "Stinky girls, when you go back, you don't say anything. Perhaps the Crown Prince can save your life. If you say anything that would embarrass the royal family, and your own lowly life is not to be underestimated, your entire nine clans will suffer with you. You are really a loser. To be honest, every time I sleep with you, I have to wash you back a few times, just afraid of staining your bad luck."

Before leaving, Yuan Zhenhai still didn't forget to verbally reprimand me.

For the past three years, I have succumbed to his whip and the threat of threatening to destroy my younger sister. He spoke falsely, and I shrunk and acquiesced.

Upon arriving at the imperial palace, I was placed in Jinghua Palace.

I held the small bundle on my chest with a hunched back, carefully watching the palace maids dressed even more glamorous than me. The maids bowed to me, and my reflexive response fell into the eyes of my younger sister Shen Wanrong. She cried and ran to my side, saying, "Sister, Rong'er misses you so much."

Looking at my younger sister's gorgeous clothes, I dare not hug her back. I am afraid that my hands with chilblains may dirty her clothes.

"My silly child, what kind of life have you been living in the past three years? What a terrible crime! Let's take a look at this skinny guy for my mother. What a sin!"

My mother couldn't bear to look directly at me. She turned her face away and a tear drop the size of a pearl slipped down her face.

I want to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, but my cracked hands covered in chilblains will definitely make her delicate face uncomfortable.

"Crown Princess, I'd better take you to wash up first. The Crown Prince has instructed Xiao Quanzi to have dinner tonight in our palace."

I sat in front of the dressing mirror, looking at the skinny yellow skinned person with a bitter face inside. For a moment, I couldn't remember what I looked like three years ago

"The Crown Prince has arrived!"