After My Husband Chose His Mistress Over My Dying Mother

The hospital smelled like bleach and broken promises.

I sat in the plastic chair outside the ICU, that hundred-dollar bill crumpled in my fist. The nurses had stopped making eye contact with me three hours ago, when I'd handed them Maren's insult and watched their professional sympathy curdle into something else. Pity, maybe. Or contempt.

They'd moved Mom to a different ward. Not the gleaming private rooms on the upper floors where Cole Enterprises executives recovered from their skiing accidents and stress-induced exhaustion. The underfunded wing. The place where fluorescent lights flickered and the linoleum was cracked and the machines that went ping were older than my marriage.

"Ms. Spencer?"

The doctor's face told me everything before his mouth opened. I watched his lips move, heard words like complications and insufficient resources and we did everything we could, but they were just sounds. White noise beneath the roaring in my ears.

"Can I see her?"

He hesitated, then nodded.

Mom looked small in the narrow bed, her skin the color of old newspaper. The machines around her had gone quiet. Someone had already turned them off, already decided she was gone, and I hadn't been there. I'd been begging my husband for scraps while my mother died alone.

My hands shook as I reached for the locket around her neck—the vintage heirloom she'd worn every single day of my life. The only thing her own mother had left her. The only thing of value we'd ever owned.

The chain was still warm.

I pressed my lips together hard enough to taste blood, but it didn't stop the sound that ripped from my chest. Not a sob. Something rawer. The death rattle of the woman I'd been—the one who'd believed love required sacrifice, who'd thought if she just endured enough, proved herself enough, Jason would finally see her.

That woman died in this room too.

I clasped the locket around my own neck, feeling its weight settle where my heart used to be. The metal was cool now against my skin. I touched it once, twice, anchoring myself to something real.

"I'm going to find out who did this to you," I whispered. "I promise."

The grief was a living thing, clawing up my throat, but beneath it, something else crystallized. Cold. Sharp. Unbreakable.

Determination.

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Jason was in his study when I got home, nursing a glass of amber liquid that caught the lamplight. Whiskey. The expensive kind he only drank when his stomach was bothering him. He'd been going through a bottle a week lately.

He looked up as I entered, his eyes narrowing. "Where have you been?"

"The hospital." My voice came out flat. Dead. "My mother died."

I waited for something. Anything. A flicker of remorse. A softening around his mouth. The Jason I'd married—the one I'd convinced myself existed beneath the paranoia and cruelty—would have stood up. Would have reached for me.

This Jason took another sip of whiskey.

"Convenient timing," he said.

The words hit like a physical blow. "What?"

"Don't play dumb, Savannah." He set the glass down with a sharp click. "You think I don't see what you're doing? Weaponizing this tragedy for sympathy? Trying to manipulate me into—what? Giving you access to Cole accounts? Proving my mother wrong about you?"

I stared at him, this stranger wearing my husband's face, and felt nothing. The grief that had consumed me in the hospital had frozen solid, a glacier in my chest.

"My mother is dead," I repeated slowly, testing each word.

"And I'm sorry about that." He didn't sound sorry. He sounded irritated, like I'd interrupted something important. "But life goes on. In fact, Maren's birthday party is this weekend. I expect you to attend."

My hand moved unconsciously to the locket at my throat. "You expect—"

"We need to keep up appearances." He clenched his jaw, that familiar tell. "The board is already asking questions about our marriage. About you. I won't have you embarrassing me by playing the grieving daughter while—"

"While what, Jason?" The glacier cracked, and something hot and terrible leaked through. "While you pour whiskey on your ulcers and pretend my mother didn't just die because your paranoia is more important than her life?"

His hand trembled slightly as he reached for the glass again. "Maren's party. Saturday night. Eight o'clock. Wear something appropriate."

He turned his back on me, dismissing me like I was one of his assistants.

I stood there, touching the locket, feeling its weight, and made a decision.

If Jason wanted appearances, I'd give him appearances. I'd smile at Maren's party. I'd play the dutiful wife.

And while I did, I'd watch. I'd listen. I'd gather every scrap of evidence I could find.

Because someone had killed my mother, and my husband's mistrust had helped them do it.

The old Savannah would have wept.

The new one started planning.