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A Lifetime of Regret for Unattainable Dreams

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For five years, Vanessa went to extreme lengths to conceive, finally getting pregnant through IVF. Her husband believed their bond was unbreakable—until he overheard a chilling conversation. Vanessa has a secret three-year-old son, and she is willing to kill to keep him hidden. After receiving a devastating photo of his wife with the child, the shattered husband decides to abandon his marriage. Calling his sister abroad, he prepares to vanish from Vanessa's life forever.

A Lifetime of Regret for Unattainable Dreams Chapter 1

Everyone knew that my wife, Vanessa, loved me deeply. She was in poor health. Thus, it was not easy for her to get pregnant.

During our five years of marriage, I had repeatedly told her that I didn’t care whether we had a child or not. But she insisted on improving her health and even went through IVF, just so we could have a child of our own.

But the day after Vanessa finally got pregnant, I overheard her talking to her secretary.

"Miss Hutchinson, now that you’re pregnant, what about your little son? He will be three years old soon and it’s time for him to start kindergarten. What if Mr. Harrow finds out about this, Miss?"

My wife’s eyes turned cold. She gritted her teeth and spoke slowly.

"Make sure Addison keeps his mouth shut. If this ever gets out, I will kill him."

Three years old? Little son? I didn’t understand what she meant. But just then, my phone buzzed with a message.

It was a photo from Addison. My wife was holding a little boy in her arms in the picture. Not only that, she even looked at him with a mother's warmth and tenderness.

I stumbled back to the bedroom and immediately called my sister, who was abroad.

"Charlotte, I want to leave Vanessa. I want to disappear from her life forever."

——

"What’s wrong, Carl? Did Vanessa do something to hurt you? No, she’s so good to you. Even I can’t compare to her."

Although I wanted to explain, as soon as I opened my mouth, my throat tightened and my eyes burned. Indeed. Even in my sister’s eyes, Vanessa was the perfect wife.

Eight years ago, Vanessa fell in love with me at first sight and pursued me relentlessly. At the time, she was the only daughter of the wealthy Hutchinson. On the other hand, I was just an ordinary man with an ordinary family.

It was obvious that our backgrounds and social status were worlds apart.

People assumed Vanessa was just looking for a new thrill. Even I thought so. But she chased after me for three years without giving up, as if she wanted to give me all the happiness in the world.

Then, three years ago, my parents died in a car accident. I was devastated and told her I had no home left. Vanessa looked at me with so much love in her eyes. She wiped away my tears and kissed me.

"Carl, let’s get married. Let me give you a home."

I sobbed and nodded as if she was the only thing keeping me afloat. Vanessa was overjoyed and gave me a grand wedding that stunned the world. Even then, people doubted our marriage. They waited for the day she would grow tired of me.

But Vanessa proved them all wrong. For five years, I remained the love of her life. Everyone said that even though Miss Hutchinson was a strong and ruthless businesswoman, she had one weakness. It was her husband, Carl Harrow.

So, I understood my sister’s doubts.

Even I felt like what I had just heard was a bad dream. I stayed silent for a long time. That was when my sister noticed something was wrong.

"The night after tomorrow, I’ll send a plane to bring you back. Don’t worry about anything else."

"I’m just worried about you being alone in the USA," she continued.

"Endure it for two more days. After that, Carl Harrow will no longer exist in this world."

Not long after we hung up, my phone buzzed again.

A new message.

[Addison Blythe: Did you see the photo, Carl? Congratulations. This is my gift to you, now that you’re going to be a father.]

[Addison Blythe: You’re about to be a father, so of course, I had to share some experience with you. After all, the mother of our children is the same person.]

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